tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-71138312024173815342012-02-17T05:26:00.597+08:00Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.comBlogger1641100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-86603444651045268482010-07-10T10:16:00.002+08:002010-07-10T10:29:31.147+08:00Saturday morning....<div><br /></div><div>Randomly, I was wondering...</div><div><br /></div><div>Am I really interested in the job which I have got ?</div><div><br /></div><div>Because there is hardly any motivation to makes me to prepare for the work, which will begins on 11 of August....</div><div><br /></div><div>Nor I feel any moments of creativity that would usually struck me if I find something needed to improve...</div><div><br /></div><div>Lack of experiences perhaps denied that motivation....</div><div><br /></div><div>Ironically, I am looking forward to my 1st day at work....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-8660344465104526848?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-15636878658938564382010-06-19T12:07:00.002+08:002010-06-19T12:24:09.399+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b>Lately....</b></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b>I have been behaving crazily with my sister....</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b>Mocking discussion of some sense of seriousness, with the lameness kind of suggestion I can think of....</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b>LOL....</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b>That prompted my sister to question my behavior when I am with someone I love....</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b>I wonders...</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b>Somehow... she reminded me who I am....</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b>I couldn't reveal my character to someone I love...</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b>I tend to be much more conservative ...</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b>Or perhaps it is natural to behave so....</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b>Or perhaps it was only a short span...</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b>Or perhaps the one I love would be the one....</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993300;"><b> I would feel comfortable with, while being myself....</b></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-1563687865893856438?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-80088607796967247392010-06-16T20:53:00.002+08:002010-06-16T21:06:47.433+08:00Missed some update of my life....<div><br /></div><div>Yeah....</div><div><br /></div><div>I found a job!</div><div><br /></div><div>In the marine line...</div><div><br /></div><div>But as a design engineer in automation for vessel.....</div><div><br /></div><div>The design aspect of the job is the main attraction for me to apply especially in the field of automation....</div><div><br /></div><div>Somehow i got the job based on my sheer luck.... hmm.... </div><div><br /></div><div>or perhaps my 101% EQ helped me....</div><div><br /></div><div>LOL.</div><div><br /></div><div>11 of August is the new beginning of my working life.....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-8008860779696724739?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-16866424066022905082010-06-13T00:21:00.005+08:002010-06-14T22:35:45.802+08:00Yesterday was sort of a Korea day...<div><br /></div><div>Meet up with my Korean friend, Jon Won, and Gabriel, for dinner at a Korean restaurant call "jung wha gak"....</div><div><br /></div><div>Jon Won recommended this restaurant as it is one of the best place selling Korean style "Zha Jiang Mian"...</div><div><br /></div><div>Actually we reached early as we thought we could have our late lunch there...</div><div><br /></div><div>The restaurant only operates during dinner hours...</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway we spent the rest of the 1.5 hours at a nearby coffee shop, playing Monopoly Deal....</div><div><br /></div><div>Oh yeah...</div><div><br /></div><div>We went to the restaurant at around 6pm...</div><div><br /></div><div>Hmmmm.... The noodle taste pretty good...Unique....</div><div><br /></div><div>Not as sweet as expected... which is good...</div><div><br /></div><div>Actually like noodles with satay sauces...So.... everyone has different taste preference...</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway is a nice exposure to Korean style Chinese Cuisine... </div><div><br /></div><div>We make our next trip to a pub to catch a World Cup soccer game between Korea and Greece....</div><div><br /></div><div>There were already some Koreans in the pub.....</div><div><br /></div><div>Yeah....</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>대한민국! 대한민국! 대한민국!</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>The usual phase that you would hear from the Korean supporters...</div><div><br /></div><div>And in fact....</div><div><br /></div><div>The Korea team won the game and every goal was responded with ear blasting scream of celebration....d-_-b....</div><div><br /></div><div>And I was abused by Jon Won....</div><div><br /></div><div>He can't control his emotion over every goals... LOL...</div><div><br /></div><div>The day did spent well....</div><div><br /></div><div>Looking forward for tomorrow and figuring ways to get distracted..</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-1686642406602290508?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-90590736897459458162010-06-11T20:37:00.003+08:002010-06-11T21:39:52.279+08:00Oh yeah...<div><br /></div><div>Spent my day resting at home...</div><div><br /></div><div>Rented 3 movies with my sister....</div><div><br /></div><div>Brides War, Alice in Wonderland, Sherlock Holmes</div><div><br /></div><div>Watched Bride War and Sherlock Homes.....</div><div><br /></div><div>Both turns out to be unexpectedly good...</div><div><br /></div><div>Guess Anne Hathaway and Robert Downey Jr. did make both movie attractive...</div><div><br /></div><div>Catching Alice in Wonderland with my mum tomorrow or maybe on her rest day...</div><div><br /></div><div>She wanted to watch during the showing period of the movie but changed her mind due to the pricey ticket...</div><div><br /></div><div>Hopefully the rented version could still keep her rest day enjoyable...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-9059073689745945816?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-72865795803185800282010-06-11T10:38:00.002+08:002010-06-11T10:55:32.931+08:00<div>Recovering well from my flu and sore throat...</div><div><br /></div><div>But developing cough soon...</div><div><br /></div><div>I have been reading some books on motivation and personnel developments...</div><div><br /></div><div>One of the book gives 3 reasons why we fail to make "know to action":</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Overloaded with information....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Negative attitude and mind set....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">No follow-up plan.....</div><div><br /></div><div>Those points sound quite true..</div><div><br /></div><div>We are human,not machine....</div><div><br /></div><div>We have memory that diminishes over time....</div><div><br /></div><div>Often, we tried to be jack of all trade... But master of nothing.... </div><div><br /></div><div>Perhaps I should stay focus in what I am doing now....</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">I have been thinking deep yesterday night...</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Perhaps I could have prevent the disappointment from happening if I have reminded her....</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Somehow I did expect it to happen after some incidents and confessions...</span></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-7286579580318580028?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-86543052346743014212010-06-10T17:23:00.007+08:002010-06-11T21:38:33.264+08:00Oh my...<div><br /></div><div>Flu strike again....</div><div><br /></div><div>But didn't lead to a fever...</div><div><br /></div><div>Phew....</div><div><br /></div><div>But sore throat and eventually will develop into cough....</div><div><br /></div><div>Got some medication and was given 2 rest days at home....</div><div><br /></div><div>Unexpected.....</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Forgetful....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); ">It turns out unexpected......</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); ">or....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); ">expected ?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Although it was just a movie....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); ">suppose to compensate the Twilight series after some miscommunication...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); ">And </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); ">it was initiated by her again...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); ">I was so happy...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); ">Does she thinks for me or as a friend?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">I do...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Anyway it is her freedom to watch with any friends...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Feel so disappointed...</span></div><div style="text-align: right;">Simply-_-Edwin</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-8654305234674301421?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-90229532819017852432010-06-03T22:09:00.004+08:002010-06-03T22:29:44.177+08:00I seem to be trying hard to get some attention....<div><br /></div><div>But it seem to be an opposite effect.....</div><div><br /></div><div>Have been left cold again....</div><div><br /></div><div>It seems to be a pretty busy period....</div><div><br /></div><div>Tired.... </div><div><br /></div><div>Attending an interview tomorrow....</div><div><br /></div><div>Not looking forward to it....</div><div><br /></div><div>I need to let myself cool down...before attempting any pestering effect again... </div><div><br /></div><div>Just tell me if there is anything wrong with me....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-9022953281901785243?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-77051947198688775602010-06-02T21:09:00.003+08:002010-06-02T21:45:19.476+08:00Went for an interview.. <div><br /></div><div>Design engineer with ST Marine...</div><div><br /></div><div>Didn't prepare well for the interview....</div><div><br /></div><div>Asked about the core business of the company...</div><div><br /></div><div>Crapped the answer and caught by the interviewee... LOL...</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway I flung the interview....</div><div><br /></div><div>Going for another interview on Friday...</div><div><br /></div><div>This time round will prepare before hand....</div><div><br /></div><div>Hopefully everything turn out smooth for me..</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">I care?</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); ">I have come to realize...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); ">My paranoid is not because of how others treat me...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); ">But rather I think I have cared too much for others that I am indirectly affecting their freedom and myself...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); ">The problem lies within me...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); ">I lost once because of this problem...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); ">I might lost this time round again but a friendship...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); ">Yeah...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); ">We are grown up...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">OR </span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">perhaps i think too much again....</span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;">Busy ?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;">Maybe...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-7705194719868877560?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-22513685930536636112010-05-17T22:06:00.002+08:002010-05-17T22:23:37.183+08:00Back to army today...<div><br /></div><div>Return back to my previous unit after 3 years away from the camp...</div><div><br /></div><div>There is a lot of changes especially my previous platoon which has merged with other platoons and no longer under my previous RQ... </div><div><br /></div><div>Missed the times under him although it was a terror under his supervision... He protects his men well and gave what they deserved.....</div><div><br /></div><div>The new RQ....</div><div><br /></div><div>Well..</div><div><br /></div><div>Miss Tang....</div><div><br /></div><div>Hmm.....I doubt she could so... </div><div><br /></div><div>Taking into consideration the new and sensitive "head log"...</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway only left with 81 days before ORD....</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;">Attempting</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;"><br /></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;">Missing someone....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Thought of SMS or chat with her...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">But I am holding back....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Somehow...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"> I don't feel mature or capable enough to give her any sense of security...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-2251368593053663611?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-9665693833606836682010-05-11T10:49:00.004+08:002010-05-13T15:02:29.818+08:00I have just came back from my Malaysia trekking trip at Lata Beremban!!<div><br /></div><div>It was a nice place for hiking or maybe because it is my first ever mountain trekking..</div><div><br /></div><div>And also the bumpy ride up to the base camp via the 4 Wheel Drive vehicles...</div><div><br /></div><div>Got a lot of bruises and muscle aching after reaching the base camp... d*_*b..</div><div><br /></div><div>The base camp was near to a waterfall.... and was very cold in the night....</div><div><br /></div><div>Amazingly, there isn't any mosquitoes but lots of leeches....</div><div><br /></div><div>But fortunately, I wasn't bitten by any of it....</div><div><br /></div><div>My friend whom I have dragged along got bitten instead... d-_-b..</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway we did some quality cooking for our dinner and in the dark, with only the head lamp providing enough illumination when cooking the food; cooked curry, pasta, cereal chicken...</div><div><br /></div><div>All in all I had a great fun there.... And looking forward for another trekking soon... </div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;">FYP presentation</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">The presentation didn't goes well....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">The Professors rise doubts about my method....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Not impressive....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I feel like i am having 2 moderators ....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Anyway it is over....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Sometime...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Passion doesn't means you need to go in depth to understand it more... </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">But rather enjoying it within your comfort means...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Because going too deep may shut off your interest completely... </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-966569383360683668?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-82193972531213049452010-03-22T21:47:00.002+08:002010-03-22T21:58:24.759+08:00The motivation was just the sudden thoughts...<div><br /></div><div>Thoughts that relieve my minds from technical jargons....<div><br /></div><div>The past few weeks have been fiercely battling with times....<div><br /></div><div>At some moments....</div><div><br /></div><div>I am so afraid to sleep....</div><div><br /></div><div>Fear that the next day will be more intensive....</div><div><div><br /></div><div>For the next few hours or so.....</div><div><br /></div><div>The battle will be much more aggressive than before.....</div><div><br /></div><div>The day is arriving..... </div><div><br /></div><div>Just 4 more days....</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">SIMPLYedwind0_ob</div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-8219397253121304945?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-11188965375537936602010-02-22T00:08:00.003+08:002010-02-22T00:11:15.846+08:00Time is running short....<div><br /></div><div>5 weeks to my due date of the draft version of my FYP report....</div><div><br /></div><div>Still struggling to set up my monitoring tool....</div><div><br /></div><div>When can i start analyzing data.... </div><div><br /></div><div>Otherwise....</div><div><br /></div><div>Nothing to compare and argue in my report.... d=_=b</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-1118896537553793660?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-84122719597747663582010-02-21T00:53:00.003+08:002010-02-21T01:01:36.114+08:00I feel so stuck and lost now....<div><br /></div><div>I have seriously no idea what i am doing for my fyp other than knowing that i need to acquire some signal and displaying it on certain GUI....</div><div><br /></div><div>I cannot even understand what i am doing after some trial and error of getting what i want....</div><div><br /></div><div>I have nothing to assure my reading is accurate and correct....</div><div><br /></div><div>I don't even know if i am getting the right research materials....</div><div><br /></div><div>My supervisors seem really keeping a distance away from me....</div><div><br /></div><div>I doubt my FYP professor will even know me if i walk pass him...</div><div><br /></div><div>I thought of suspend myself from school for 1 semester......</div><div><br /></div><div>Feeling terrible....</div><div><br /></div><div>My flu is really irritating....</div><div><br /></div><div>Drowsy soon.... d=_=b|||</div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-8412271959774766358?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-27386926054465407782010-02-19T22:36:00.002+08:002010-02-19T22:43:49.141+08:00I wonders.....<div><br /></div><div>To what extend have i applied my knowledge i learnt from school into my final year project....</div><div><br /></div><div>Basically....</div><div><br /></div><div>Nothing....</div><div><br /></div><div>Pathetic....</div><div><br /></div><div>Really ???</div><div><br /></div><div>My perspective....</div><div><br /></div><div>My scholarly friend argued that our FYP is not meant to be a project for us to apply our knowledge we learnt in school....</div><div><br /></div><div>But rather to make us or give us the experience on how to plan or research a project....</div><div><br /></div><div>Sound sensible and logical though....</div><div><br /></div><div>Then what we learnt can only applied in examination...</div><div><br /></div><div>True ? </div><div><br /></div><div>I wonders...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-2738692605446540778?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-8907594257835806292010-02-18T21:54:00.002+08:002010-02-18T22:06:57.446+08:00<div>Oh yeah...</div><div><br /></div><div>My words came true....</div><div><br /></div><div>I flung my quiz!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>Completely demoralized....</div><div><br /></div><div>Again....</div><div><br /></div><div>I did my tutorials...</div><div><br /></div><div>In fact....</div><div><br /></div><div>Majority did quite well...</div><div><br /></div><div>I am the "minoritiyness"....</div><div><br /></div><div>My days trying hard to revise seem wasted...</div><div><br /></div><div>I was challenging the question without trying hard to solve it...</div><div><br /></div><div>Or perhaps I was just "acting" to be hardworking....</div><div><br /></div><div>Often...We always thinks that we need complicated method to solve a complicated problem...</div><div><br /></div><div>It is seems that studying too much will makes us from thinking of the simplest way to solve a problem...</div><div><br /></div><div>Which is why often the amazing discovery usually comes from a nobody....</div><div><br /></div><div>What is next now ?</div><div><br /></div><div>Start doing past year paper ?</div><div><br /></div><div>I am really getting older....</div><div><br /></div><div>Can't remember so well than before...</div><div><br /></div><div>Easily agitated.... </div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Telltale sign dO_ob?</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-890759425783580629?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-57234999261962675812010-02-17T22:04:00.002+08:002010-02-17T22:10:28.697+08:00Great...<div><br /></div><div>Flung my quiz today....</div><div><br /></div><div>I have been more hard working than usual in this semester...</div><div><br /></div><div>Completed my tutorials before the lessons ...</div><div><br /></div><div>Yet I dazed during the test.... </div><div><br /></div><div>Because I was completely lost....</div><div><br /></div><div>I know how to do yet my mind was completely blank...</div><div><br /></div><div>How frustration it was....</div><div><br /></div><div>Not giving up.... Still doing my best...</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Simply Lost Edwin</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-5723499926196267581?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-15789360546936324062010-02-16T00:33:00.003+08:002010-02-16T00:38:02.861+08:00Weird...<div><br /></div><div>I started to get tired easily lately...</div><div><br /></div><div>Only slept for 5 hours or less for the past few days...</div><div><br /></div><div>Lamest thing is that i still could not make my time to do my final year report..</div><div><br /></div><div>Spent too much time solving my tutorials....</div><div><br /></div><div>I feel so inefficient....d=_=b|||</div><div><br /></div><div>I am trying to convince myself to do my report now...</div><div><br /></div><div>But seriously too tiring...</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Scarily [x_x] Edwin </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-1578936054693632406?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-77758676968171360772010-02-14T12:17:00.005+08:002010-02-16T00:32:29.723+08:00Happy Chinese Year!<div><br /></div><div>The motivation of this post was to relieve or express myself of what ever i am paranoid with and couldn't share with anyone else....</div><div><br /></div><div>Things seem uncertain and unclear and paranoid is often the resultant of such uncertainty...Guessing and imaging have been the best reasoning for things that are happening... Often, some couldn't overcome it and make the end of life as the solution....</div><div><br /></div><div>Well... I should say that it is one of the phase of life that we need to overcome... something like experiencing the adolescence phase; the phase that decides the moral and ethic behavior in our eventual adulthood...</div><div><br /></div><div>Fortunately, this phase is never a question to the meaning of my life....My strong sense of unconditional responsibility to love and care and look after my closest ones defines the meaning of my life....</div><div><br /></div><div>Beside, with my school works and final year project stuff, I have almost infinity amount of things to keep me distracted....</div><div><br /></div><div>So stopping now and shun myself completely will be the best for me and perhaps to someone too...</div><div><br /></div><div>Feel so much relieved after blogging now....</div><div><br /></div><div>Going to make my 1st house visit (拜年) later...</div><div><br /></div><div>I am enjoying soon!</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">虎年快乐！</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-7775867696817136077?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-79405011371316089692010-01-20T00:03:00.003+08:002010-01-20T00:27:07.914+08:00Relationship though has been surfaced again ....<div><br /></div><div>I have been thinking....</div><div><br /></div><div>To what extend can i give, considering that i am still a student ? <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><b>do_Ob</b></span></div><div><br /></div><div>Security? </div><div><br /></div><div>Concern? </div><div><br /></div><div>Care?</div><div><br /></div><div>Love?</div><div><br /></div><div>These are emotional support...</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Financial support?</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">How? <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;">d#_#b</span></b></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">Life as a student has been burden with living expenses and bills to settle...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">rushing projects to meet deadline...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">exams to prepare....</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">peer pressure to handle...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">family problems to solve..</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">And many more that I am trying hard to forget...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">With so much of burden now.....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Why should i take in more burdens or perhaps causing burden to others ? </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">But....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I can't predict the future...<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">d-_-b</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Perhaps there is someone willing to share my burden....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Where are you ? ........................<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>du_ub</b></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-7940501137131608969?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-1538730990879732722010-01-17T00:36:00.003+08:002010-01-17T00:45:59.893+08:00Out of the blue...<div><br /></div><div>I realize the best present i received on my birthday was a conversation in the Window live messenger....</div><div><br /></div><div>In fact....</div><div><br /></div><div>The conversation was not initiated by me....</div><div><br /></div><div>Perhaps that was the privilege of a birthday boy....</div><div><br /></div><div>And thanks to the low battery too....</div><div><br /></div><div>LOL..</div><div><br /></div><div>When is the next ? d^_^b</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-153873099087973272?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-38052410190503530882010-01-16T23:31:00.002+08:002010-01-16T23:36:24.628+08:00Oh my god...<div><br /></div><div>Have been doing things without really giving in a second thoughts....</div><div><br /></div><div>Have been making decision harshly...</div><div><br /></div><div>But often it makes the future a better one....</div><div><br /></div><div>Really too tiring nowadays...</div><div><br /></div><div>Wasted $9 for a screen protector...</div><div><br /></div><div>Hopefully not going to waste the next one...</div><div><br /></div><div>Definitely not because will be getting the pro to do the job....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-3805241019050353088?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-50680117385938949692010-01-15T23:13:00.008+08:002010-01-15T23:28:20.947+08:00This semester seem to be my toughest and worst one...<br /><br />Maybe due to the pressure from my final year report which is in due in this semester...<br /><br />Yet....<br /><br />I still could not get a proper result from my project...<br /><br />I have yet even understand the basic for analysis program...<br /><br />LabView...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;">Time seem getting shorter than usual...<br /><br />Nowadays seem more tired than usual and tend to sleep early....<br /><br />Too tired to read anything....<br /><br />Coming weeks will be even worst...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">Missed jogging for nearly 2 months...<br /><br />But have been consistently training weights....<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-weight: bold;">Am i old ?</span><br /></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-5068011738593894969?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-84369788514138229352010-01-12T18:46:00.001+08:002010-01-12T20:52:06.804+08:00My HP laptop cracked when I lift up the cover....<br /><br />Guess it did not manage to withstand the fall....<br /><br />By the way...<br /><br />My laptop was in an impact absorbing case when it fell from less than 1 m tall...<br /><br />I have only use it for 4 months...<br /><br />How fragile it is....<br /><br />Yeah....<br /><br />Judging from its material....<br /><br />You can guess too...<br /><br />Went to HP service centre....<br /><br />The staff at the counter....<br /><br />Looked not very confident or feeling headache to to see the problem of my laptop...<br /><br />Commented that the damage is not under warranty... Need to pay for the damage....<br /><br />Never mind...<br /><br />I did expect that....<br /><br />But the lamest thing came....<br /><br />The entire LCD panel need to replaced because the LCD housing comes together with the LCD panel... and it cost $600 to $1000 just for the replacement...<br /><br />I was stunned....<br /><br />Just for a cosmetic damage on the housing where the LCD still functioning perfectly need to replace the entire panel???<br /><br />Ridiculous....<br /><br />I just need the housing..and HP should be able to provide the housing....<br /><br />I could pay for it...<br /><br />They could still save the LCD panel for the next panel related problem....<br /><br />It does not make sense at all...<br /><br />What if it is the logo on the housing of the LCD panel that came off?<br /><br />Replace the entire panel ? do_Ob<br /><br />What if it was just a scratch ?<br /><br />$600 again?<br /><br />And it was not a very strong impact yet it is enough to damage the chassis of the laptop... What about next time?<br /><br />$600 again ?<br /><br />Extremely dumb reason...<br /><br />My netbook could withstand something worse than that!<br /><br />HP has been one of the leading corporation in the electronic appliances industry yet the solution they could give was ridiculous and illogical...And simply lazy...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">Can HP justify ?<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-8436978851413822935?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-68037049577126211852010-01-11T21:47:00.004+08:002010-01-11T22:05:07.991+08:00I have always though that this could be the place....<div><br /></div><div>Where I could voice out my dismay, dissatisfaction, perspective or my unspoken thoughts....</div><div><br /></div><div>But somehow I need to consider the implication which may be sensitive to others....</div><div><br /></div><div>Otherwise I would be totally shun off....</div><div><br /></div><div>Perhaps anything personal has to be personal...</div><div><br /></div><div>Other than that....</div><div><br /></div><div>Endurance makes a day better...</div><div><br /></div><div>What to blog now?</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">SimplY<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;"><b>d=)_(=b</b></span>Edwin</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-6803704957712621185?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-35609117587191527562010-01-10T01:09:00.003+08:002010-01-10T01:47:59.493+08:00Met up my sisters today... FT &amp; SX...<div><br /></div><div>Went shopping around orchard...</div><div><br /></div><div>End up, having 2 ladies to company me for my shopping craze...</div><div><br /></div><div>Brought 2 tops from Muji...</div><div><br /></div><div>Like them a lot..</div><div><br /></div><div>Vain...</div><div><br /></div><div>But is my style...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Gossip</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">After having our fat nutritious desert at Swenson...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">We started to gossip at the place...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">Gossip about the character of each of our close friends...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">From dressing to handling the opposite sex...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">I was been the target again...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Yeah...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Not gentlemen enough...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Not decisive enough...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Immature...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Suit for little girls....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Why ?<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I only carry the bag for someone i hug...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I only open the access door for someone i like...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I only offer my help to someone i care....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I just want only to be thoughtful for someone i love...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Want to be the gentlemen just for the only one...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>Can i ?</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">Simpl<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">Y</span><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">=_=</span></i></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">E</span>dwin</div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-3560911758719152756?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-298863957608277142010-01-07T22:39:00.002+08:002010-01-07T22:54:03.941+08:00Received a call today for my brother....<div><br /></div><div>And the caller asked me several question about my brother...</div><div><br /></div><div>Without a second thought..</div><div><br /></div><div>I replied to him whatever he ask....</div><div><br /></div><div>Fortunately...</div><div><br /></div><div>There wasn't any sensitive or personal inform being asked...</div><div><br /></div><div>I told my mum...</div><div><br /></div><div>Scolded by her for being honest and revealing everything...</div><div><br /></div><div>Wa!...</div><div><br /></div><div>Get reprimanded for being honest ?</div><div><br /></div><div>What a mum ...</div><div><br /></div><div>LOL..</div><div><br /></div><div>But after thinking again...</div><div><br /></div><div>I shouldn't have reveal anything on behalf for my brother...</div><div><br /></div><div>Stupid! Edwin...</div><div><br /></div><div>Dumb Nut...</div><div><br /></div><div>She also sarcastically commended that no wonder I always fail to woo a girl...</div><div><br /></div><div>Honest...</div><div><br /></div><div>LOL..</div><div><br /></div><div>Yay... Bad guy is always the better one...</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">男人不坏女人不爱。。。。d=_=b</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">simpl<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>Y=_=E</b></span>dwin</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-29886395760827714?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-34571560506392518962010-01-06T19:15:00.002+08:002010-01-06T20:11:13.226+08:00My 1st full time interview seems went smoothly today...<div><br /></div><div>But i did have some moment of silence... </div><div><br /></div><div>What is my weakness...</div><div><br /></div><div>Didn't really anticipate for that question...</div><div><br /></div><div>But my chance seems slim....</div><div><br /></div><div>The next interview is on 18 of Jan if I am shortlisted...</div><div><br /></div><div>Lets pray hard..</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">SimplY<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;"><b>=_=</b></span>Edwin</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-3457156050639251896?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-23281970568429084572010-01-03T00:25:00.002+08:002010-01-03T00:39:45.655+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Hohoho...</span><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Happy 26th Birthday 崇瀚 aka Edwin!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I wish all the best in whatever i pursuit for....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Dreams come true....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">A healthy year....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Everyone love each other....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Fulfill my 2010 resolution....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Everyone stay healthy...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Love all my sisters forever...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Lastly world peace Forever...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Simpl<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>Y=_=E</b></span>dwin</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Thanks for my Sisters, fang ting and Shu Xian for </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">organizing the birthday dinner! And the crazy photo session !</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-2328197056842908457?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-1566299193382562282010-01-01T15:33:00.002+08:002010-01-01T16:18:44.034+08:00<div style="text-align: left;">This post marks the 1st day of 2010!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I could not sleep well this morning and was reluctant to wake up by my alarm clock....</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Yesterday had a good last day of 2009 at my friend's house for a game of Ray man and the Rabbits by Wii...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">It was really fun, exciting and exhausting...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">First ever to sweat while playing a game console...d=_=b....</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">The game really makes you exercise...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Wii console is really a good investment if you loves to organize gathering...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">With its small and compact size, it is possible to bring to places like chalet etc...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Though of buying the console.... </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">But I need to get my Digital Camera...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Left with 3 days before I meet up my FYP supervisor...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Got to rush my FYP...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Where is my report ? Oh my god..</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>Happy 2010!</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>Simpl</b></span>Y=_=E<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>dwin</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-156629919338256228?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-70049743770655598922009-12-31T13:14:00.002+08:002009-12-31T13:36:01.304+08:00I cannot believe myself....<div><br /></div><div>I went clubbing at Butter Factory !!!</div><div><br /></div><div>It was a gathering with my Nat Geo colleagues....</div><div><br /></div><div>And someone went to... perhaps my present will give her more security....</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway it was the 1st time that i really dance for my clubbing experience!</div><div><br /></div><div>LOL...</div><div><br /></div><div>Perhaps I was motivated by my group of more than 10 colleagues who was dancing....</div><div><br /></div><div>I realize clubbing should go with a big group then will be more fun and daring! LOL</div><div><br /></div><div>Actually I wasn't familiar with the music played as all were R&amp;B music...</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway I just joined the crowd to dance...</div><div><br /></div><div>In fact I did not drink any alcohol at all...Only a cup of gassy sprite...</div><div><br /></div><div>And I still manage to dance ! LOL...</div><div><br /></div><div>I did figure out how to do the basic dance if you really have no dancing experience at all...</div><div><br /></div><div>Just wriggle like the motion of a worm...LOL..</div><div><br /></div><div>This comedy dance would definitely makes other laugh!</div><div><br /></div><div>Laugh relief stress !</div><div><br /></div><div>A moment of such embarrassment makes others feel better! why not ? LOL..</div><div><br /></div><div>My perspective...</div><div><br /></div><div>That is how I tell some of my colleagues...</div><div><br /></div><div>After all...</div><div><br /></div><div>You just need to move your body to show you are dancing d^_^b...</div><div><br /></div><div>That night was the ugliest way I could ever dance... LOL</div><div><br /></div><div>Everyone was simply enjoying!</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">SimplY<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>=_=</b></span>Edwin </div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-7004974377065559892?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-18849520930018433122009-12-27T00:15:00.002+08:002009-12-27T00:17:48.903+08:00Missed out some Christmas greet to some close friends....<div><br /></div><div>Fuck...</div><div><br /></div><div>How good friend i am v-_-v....</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway ...</div><div><br /></div><div>Belated Merry Christmas my friends and sisters !!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-1884952093001843312?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-56154142483491727492009-12-23T23:58:00.004+08:002009-12-24T00:18:41.760+08:00<div style="text-align: left;">1 week has gone....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>Gradually...</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">A few more days later will make a few more weeks to be gone....</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">A few more weeks later will be make a few more months to be gone....</div><div><br /></div><div>A few more months later will be make a few more years to be gone....</div><div><br /></div><div>And eventually...</div><div><br /></div><div>Everything will be gone....</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">d<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>u_u</b></span>b</div><div style="text-align: right;">Edwin will be gone....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-5615414248349172749?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-40714932997418214162009-12-22T20:10:00.002+08:002009-12-22T20:20:24.945+08:00Sure luck today....<div><br /></div><div>Received call for Toshiba interview....</div><div><br /></div><div>My application was selected...</div><div><br /></div><div>I guess i need to put in more effort in my FYP....</div><div><br /></div><div>Heard they love to ask about the project...</div><div><br /></div><div>Getting closer to Japan...</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">n^_^n</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-4071493299741821416?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-37921711761938843152009-12-13T20:20:00.002+08:002009-12-13T20:32:14.668+08:00Weird...<div><br /></div><div>Having fever with unknown cause....</div><div><br /></div><div>No sore throat...</div><div><br /></div><div>My mum believe it could have been the spicy dry prawn cracker which i eat might be the root cause...</div><div><br /></div><div>Yeah...</div><div><br /></div><div>Yesterday also went to Tanjong Pagar for Korean steamboat, which is spicy... Add more fuel right ?</div><div><br /></div><div>And did not went home to rest early but accompany my once a while meet up friends to City Hall... </div><div><br /></div><div>And we walked...</div><div><br /></div><div>Although the distance doesn't seems long but enough to make me feel terrible....</div><div><br /></div><div>Until now...</div><div><br /></div><div>I still feel cold and feverish... </div><div><br /></div><div>Tomorrow seem to be 1 of the important date...Anticipating for it....but I don't feel so good...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-3792171176193884315?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-24682790119605335862009-12-04T22:29:00.002+08:002009-12-04T22:38:21.525+08:00Last paper ended today.... Badly...<div><br /></div><div>But nevertheless...</div><div><br /></div><div>The day is over.....</div><div><br /></div><div>Nothing to feel remorse about the carelessness in the paper...</div><div><br /></div><div>As i am more of an internal locus of control kind of character person... d-_-b</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">What next for the coming weeks....</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">Will be busying working...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">Doing FYP...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">Learning some programming stuff....</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Just did some reading for some applications...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Realize that there are prerequisite....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Programming languages....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Anyway to make the learning process faster ?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">25 years old....</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Turning 26 years old in 29 days later...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">d*_*b </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-2468279011960533586?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-35320805683239367322009-11-25T17:27:00.003+08:002009-11-25T17:41:43.327+08:00<div style="text-align: left;">8 days before my last paper...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Seem too long...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Don't feel any sense of urgency to clear any doubts for my last paper....</div><div><br /></div><div>It seems that I am already in my holiday mood...</div><div><br /></div><div>Oh my god...</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Seeking motivation...</div><div><br /></div><div>Many of my friends going for oversea trip in the coming months....</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Envy...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I was suppose to go to Thailand again...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">But the fare is too expensive...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">And i have been to Thailand twice in this year...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Hopefully...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I could have a couple trip to Taiwan next year...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Simpl</span></b></span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Y</span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">-_-</span></b></span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">E</span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">dwin</span></b></span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> Inspirational <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;">LIFE</span></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-size:x-small;">It is so hard to fulfill your dream when everything turns odd</span></span></b></div><div style="text-align: right;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></b></div><div style="text-align: right;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">Nevertheless, we are born with the<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> Determination</span></span> to fight for it!</span></span></b></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-3532080568323936732?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-24773485980862244062009-11-24T17:08:00.003+08:002009-11-24T17:20:47.339+08:00After my last paper on 4th Dec...<div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;"><b>HOLIDAY !</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>But it won't be a break from exam rest for me...</div><div><br /></div><div>Need to warm up my FYP engine...</div><div><br /></div><div>Seem quite behind from the planned time frame...</div><div><br /></div><div>Got to start my report early...</div><div><br /></div><div>Because....</div><div><br /></div><div>Next semester is a no easy life for me...</div><div><br /></div><div>Returning back to Nat Geo store to work again....</div><div><br /></div><div>Anticipating for the unforeseen outcome for my medical report...</div><div><br /></div><div>Hefty fee for my medicine soon..</div><div><br /></div><div>Shag...</div><div><br /></div><div>I have just upgraded my laptop OS to Windows 7</div><div><br /></div><div>And manage to get XP to work in the OS...</div><div><br /></div><div>It is finally fulfilling its role for my FYP...</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>Finally!</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>simpl<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;">Y</span>-_-<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;">E</span>dwin</b></span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-2477348598086224406?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-58308498082716530902009-11-20T18:20:00.003+08:002009-11-20T18:27:40.005+08:00Finally...<div><br /></div><div>Clear 2 exams...</div><div><br /></div><div>The Feeling remains....</div><div><br /></div><div>Dead Brain in exam...</div><div><br /></div><div>My hunch is that I am going to make history for myself and my design module...</div><div><br /></div><div>If not going to fail...</div><div><br /></div><div>Then there will be a tremendous impact to my CGPA...</div><div><br /></div><div>Graduating in 2011....</div><div><br /></div><div>Shag....</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><b>Simply </b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>d-_-b</b></span><b> Edwin</b></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-5830849808271653090?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-14490798203068343982009-11-10T15:55:00.006+08:002009-11-10T16:14:57.137+08:00<div style="text-align: left;">Finally...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I have cleared all my assignments !</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Road to EXAM 2009 continues....</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">LOL</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Why....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>Whenever there is feelings for someone...</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I will make things worse...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">I feel that my existence should not be present to someone....</span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Maybe not at all times <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">?</span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Perhaps will be better...</span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><b>Simply</b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>d-_-b|||</b></span><b>Edwin </b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-1449079820306834398?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-47334936046658128322009-11-09T22:24:00.002+08:002009-11-09T22:44:40.695+08:00Got the same update again...<div><br /></div><div>Why is it a common excuse everywhere ?</div><div><br /></div><div>Can't we just admit and explain the situation than simply excusing "it is in process" ?</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><b>Laissez-Faire ?</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>Where is the priority when it is already lag by 2 months...</div><div><br /></div><div>Am I the only persistent one? </div><div><br /></div><div>But I think everyone is different...</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway now it is mid of Nov...</div><div><br /></div><div>Unlikely to get the reimbursements until December...</div><div><br /></div><div>Hopefully I could get it by then...</div><div><br /></div><div>Or</div><div><br /></div><div>My resolution...</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Someone with higher authority...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Maybe I will be kicked out from the trial...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">LOL...dn_nb</div><div style="text-align: center;">Anyway..</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I think I have incur some pressure on to my coordinator...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Poor thing...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Or pissed her ?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: center; ">Hope it is not making the situation worse...</div><div><br /></div></div><div style="text-align: center;">I should pest my new incoming coordinator from now...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">P.s: I am Sorry! du_ub</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-4733493604665812832?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-77444754032569363672009-11-08T23:28:00.005+08:002009-11-08T23:46:21.422+08:00It is a Sunday today....<div><br /></div><div>But went back to school...</div><div><br /></div><div>Trying to finish the last assignment...</div><div><br /></div><div>With my group mates...</div><div><br /></div><div>In fact weekends is no different with weekday ever since becoming a undergrad....</div><div><br /></div><div>Saw a lot people in schools...</div><div><br /></div><div>Of Course...</div><div><br /></div><div>Exam around the corner...</div><div><br /></div><div>But we manage to finish the questions...</div><div><br /></div><div>Left with the programming part....</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">Just finished edited my CV...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">Left the formal photo...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">Before sending it to my tutor for suggestion again...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">Really appreciate his help...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">Think I should return him with some IT cum green stuff...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">Because he is seriously an IT savvy and ...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">environmentally conscious person...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>Gone ?</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Suddenly...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">I miss the thoughts we share...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">the things we saw...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">the concerns we care...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">the messages we laugh with...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">and the time we spent...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">How much I hope that we can be like as before than now...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">du_ub</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-7744475403256936367?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-88871306636292953942009-11-05T20:23:00.002+08:002009-11-05T20:57:24.415+08:00Finally ...<div><br /></div><div>One of the most intense moment of my life has ended, with a near to perfect presentation...</div><div><br /></div><div>It could have been better though...</div><div><br /></div><div>Just a moment of changes nearly make me unable to present further...</div><div><br /></div><div>So image how good i am in memorizing....</div><div><br /></div><div>I realize that i have started to love presenting...</div><div><br /></div><div>LOL...</div><div><br /></div><div>The feel when everyone is listening to you... </div><div><br /></div><div>I have just started to initiate a speak English Campaign at home.... Except with my father as he can't speak English at all...</div><div><br /></div><div>So people, when converse with me please speak English !</div><div><br /></div><div>heehee ...d^_^b</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-8887130663629295394?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-27779565880349531002009-11-04T21:35:00.002+08:002009-11-04T21:48:34.646+08:00What makes me to post a sing tonight as I am going to give presentation tomorrow !<div><br /></div><div>It was also the word always mention by my leader during our discussion in the morning..."We must sing together tomorrow! We are the world, we are the children...d+_+b|||" However, the rehearsal during the discussion was a failure for me as my stage fright occurs again... Maybe I am not well prepare enough... </div><div><br /></div><div>Keep pausing my speech in the middle of the presentation...</div><div><br /></div><div>I am trying hard not to present but share the points...</div><div><br /></div><div>But I am constrained by my incapability to pronounce some words...</div><div><br /></div><div>I realise I could present well in Chinese....</div><div><br /></div><div>It is my last presentation for this semester...</div><div><br /></div><div>I will give in my best shot this time round..</div><div><br /></div><div>Going to rehearsal thousands time...</div><div><br /></div><div>At least present a smooth flow for my slides...</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>豁出去了！ </b></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-2777956588034953100?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-31763722811333383712009-11-01T11:27:00.004+08:002009-11-02T22:11:53.156+08:00<div style="text-align: left;">Yesterday...</div><div><br /></div><div>Celebrated my 老媽 birthday again, which according to the Chinese calendar falls on yesterday...</div><div><br /></div><div>Had steam boat and brought a tiramisu cheese cake by Bakerzin with "Happy Birthday Mum !" written... </div><div><br /></div><div>Too bad i could not afford any present for her due to my present situation...</div><div><br /></div><div>But believe she could understand...</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway i did promise to bring her to China's Jiu Zai Go on my 1st pay bonus... heehee...</div><div><br /></div><div>Where to find such a son.... </div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>Thick faced skin Edwin... d^_^b</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); font-weight: normal; -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/Su0DCojjI8I/AAAAAAAAAT4/9JN1vfcz4mU/s320/IMAG0069.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5398974872068236226" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 192px; height: 320px; " /></span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">The lovely couple ( who do i look like d^_^b)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-3176372281133338371?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-7450158468019671312009-10-30T23:47:00.003+08:002009-10-30T23:48:45.770+08:00The situation is getting colder...<div><br /></div><div>Trying hard to melt it.... d-_-b|||</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">FIRE! FIRE! FIRE!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">I need FIRE !</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Help ...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Argh.......</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Cold d-_-b|||</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-745015846801967131?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-20779133526115176262009-10-30T22:02:00.003+08:002009-10-30T23:47:07.653+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Happy Birthday !</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;">Today marks my mum 54 birthday !</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Went to Ichiban Sushi at Jurong Point with my family, except my dad as he doesn't like Japanese food, for her birthday dinner...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I can see from her expressions that she seems enjoying the food and the time there...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Good...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Tomorrow will be her Chinese birthday which we will be preparing a cake and steam boat for her...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Guess she will likes it..</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Thinking to get her favourite Tiramisu cheese cake by Bakerzin....</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">heehee</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">d^_^b</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-2077913352611517626?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-5267730998323879312009-10-29T23:28:00.004+08:002009-10-29T23:41:47.610+08:00My financial crisis is back !!!<br /><br />I failed my FQ...<br /><br />Getting more and more broke...<br /><br />Now in debt with citi bank...<br /><br />Need to source for money to clear it...<br /><br />Going against my principal again...<br /><br />Hate it...<br /><br />Can't wait for my bursary to come...<br /><br />Pathetic...<br /><br />But need to survive...<br /><br />Unneccessary burden...<br /><br />Already trying hard to put out some flame... More fuel coming in...<br /><br />Worst still, one of my financial assistance got rejected...<br /><br />Guess they could not support short term assistance... Somehow it is hard to project out feeling to tell others why we need help....<br /><br />Facts are not transparent....<br /><br />Cannot wait to break away from my student's life...<br /><br />7 more months to go...<br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">Japan here i come ! d^_^b</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-526773099832387931?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-71052835989624455332009-10-29T00:14:00.003+08:002009-10-29T00:19:40.130+08:00Went for a hair cut today...<div><br /></div><div>Did not turn out what i expected...</div><div><br /></div><div>My sister thought i look like a little pony...</div><div><br /></div><div>Going to be a laughing stock for the next few weeks...</div><div><br /></div><div>Shit...</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>d-_-b|||</b></span></div><div><br /></div><div>No choice...</div><div><br /></div><div>Cannot glue my hair back....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-7105283598962445533?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-30450240652604422312009-10-27T23:59:00.002+08:002009-10-28T00:01:57.549+08:00SHAG!<div><br /></div><div>Now preparing the power slides for my last HRM presentation...</div><div><br /></div><div>Simply copy and paste...</div><div><br /></div><div>No idea how to present tomorrow....</div><div><br /></div><div>SHAG!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-3045024065260442231?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-56636090177349184482009-10-25T12:04:00.006+08:002009-10-26T00:08:50.823+08:00<div style="text-align: left;">Finally fulfill my cardiology exercise...</div><div><br /></div><div>But almost giving up in the 4th round...</div><div><br /></div><div>Getting harder to breath and my leg feel tiring...</div><div><br /></div><div>Shag....</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway i have started to integrate another exercise for my abdominal exercise set, the Bicycle abs exercise...</div><div><br /></div><div>Hmm...</div><div><br /></div><div>Don't really feel the intensity...</div><div><br /></div><div>Perhaps not enough repetitions....</div><div><br /></div><div>Hmm.... </div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway, here is my regime:</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Abs exercise set:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><ol><li style="text-align: left;">Roller exercise: 3 sets of 15 reps</li><li style="text-align: left;">Deep using arms of my sofa: 3 sets of 25 reps</li><li style="text-align: left;">Bicycle abs exercise: 3 sets of 30 reps</li></ol><div style="text-align: left;">Strenuous exercise set:</div><div style="text-align: left;"><ol><li>Biceps exercise using dumb bell: 3 sets of 20 reps</li><li>Upper body muscle: 3 sets of 20 reps </li><li>Triceps exercise using dumb bell: 3 sets of 30 reps</li><li>Pull up using door flame: 3 sets of 8 reps</li></ol><div>Cardio exercise:</div><div><ol><li>4.8 Km Jogging</li></ol><div style="text-align: right;">So....</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">Anyone interested ?</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">d^_^b heehee</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/SuPXGo6VaXI/AAAAAAAAATU/MPFiUu5JPRo/s320/No+Anticpation.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5396393287581264242" style="text-align: left;display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 158px; " /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">I have created this logo out of my "bo liaoness"....d-_-b|||</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Why stop anticipation ?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); ">Because i have been anticipating for something which is making me to... </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">lose my mind, </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">lose my focus,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">and becoming paranoid....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">For this behavior, i lose my last relationship...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Whenever i anticipate i will do something weird...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">I should do without anticipating for anything return...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Even if so, it will just be a compliment...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">This should be my last crap...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">No more and nothing to anticipate anymore...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">老妈说的，这是我的过度期。。。</span></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-5663609017734918448?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-54733411570768432872009-10-24T11:20:00.002+08:002009-10-24T11:41:49.124+08:00Went for my regular checkup yesterday...<div><br /></div><div>Then to find out that there is a comment on my result that it is a wild type... LOL...</div><div><br /></div><div>I am wild !!!</div><div><br /></div><div>Wahahhahahahahahaha.... </div><div><br /></div><div>I bite!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>heehee...</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Wild Post</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Speaking of wild, i have never thought that my thoughts could be so "wild" to change the behavior of others....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">A change that...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"> makes one staying away,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">makes one trying to prevent the misunderstanding,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">makes one depressing without realizing it, </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">makes one anticipate to become paranoid, </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Lastly,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">makes one giving up for his and her good...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">It was not so before the post...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Every SMS was unintentional...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Perhaps keeping every thoughts secret will remain everything as normal...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">It was not so now...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-5473341157076843287?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-23825354574059138812009-10-18T22:45:00.002+08:002009-10-18T22:57:26.428+08:00Sunday...<div><br /></div><div>Went back to school...<br /><div><br /></div><div>Did not expect the usual reading room to be so cold...</div><div><br /></div><div>Did brought along my sweater...</div><div><br /></div><div>But too thin...</div><div><br /></div><div>Even on the bus and train is still so cold...</div><div><br /></div><div>Think caught a mild flu....</div><div><br /></div><div>Shag...</div><div><br /></div><div>Left with 31 days...</div><div><br /></div><div>Road to Exam 2009! d=_=b|||</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Courting</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">I don't believe in courting someone to make a relationship to be true...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">I think it is a torturing and meaningless process...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">What will you gain if everything still turns against you in the end?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Tears? Truth ? Lies ?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Or sympathetic ?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Yeah... You may got her/him in the end if everything goes well...But what is next ?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">It is still the chemistry that arose and the like for one another that matters most. </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Let nature takes its course....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-2382535457405913881?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-70636012705588287372009-10-14T18:29:00.002+08:002009-10-14T18:56:05.396+08:00After weeks of battling for the way out of the Red Ocean....<div><br /></div><div>We have finally reached the choke of the Blue Ocean....</div><div><br /></div><div>But it was too shallow and narrow for the 5 of us to swim across the choke...</div><div><br /></div><div>Some debris to remove and smoothen the sides of the inner bank before we can finally reach the Blue Ocean on next Thursday.... d=_=b|||</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;">Most importantly...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div></div><div style="text-align: left;">The Sea Monster did not come...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">*Phew... Heng...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-7063601270558828737?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-19075899508477786162009-10-09T14:37:00.002+08:002009-10-09T14:48:21.531+08:00Realize....<div><br /></div><div>I have no clear focus presently...</div><div><br /></div><div>Have been committing across my learning and relationship curve... I should focus on elements which identify me...</div><div><br /></div><div>In fact this trigger me when i was trying to figure out the focus of our Blue Ocean Strategy...</div><div>d-_-b|||</div><div><br /></div><div>LOL...</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway... It is a mess....</div><div><br /></div><div>Seem out of the point...And amazingly, my mates don't realize it... </div><div><br /></div><div>Going to experience a big bang by fatty heng ...</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">"Yo Alice, stop pestering and dragging me into your wonderland !" d=_=b!@#$%^&amp;^*()</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Need to stop dreaming...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-1907589950847778616?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-16505955496066921752009-10-05T21:14:00.002+08:002009-10-05T21:19:13.450+08:00Oh my god...<div><br /></div><div>So down in luck recently...</div><div><br /></div><div>Probook gives me a shock....</div><div><br /></div><div>Less than a week....</div><div><br /></div><div>The keyboard button came off...</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">5 years old mp3 went dead...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Now ...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">My 'diamond' went deaf... </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Shit Luck d=_=b|||...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-1650595549606692175?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-35650273040294554802009-10-05T20:55:00.005+08:002009-10-05T21:03:49.706+08:00Again....<div><br /></div><div>Thinking...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Problem lies within me......</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Behaving weird....demanding.... </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Expecting something....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">I need to relax and calm down...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">So...d^_^b</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Hey friend !</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-3565027304029455480?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-23318773799552360282009-10-04T20:52:00.004+08:002009-10-04T20:59:20.598+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">I am wondering....</div><div><br /></div><div>What I want...</div><div>d^_^b...</div><div>She does have...</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">What she want....</div><div style="text-align: right;">....d+_+b</div><div style="text-align: right;">Do I have ?</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I have been considering for her....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Perhaps good for me too...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Lately...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I have been messaging her...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Maybe she has been very sick......</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Or she is considering for me....</div><div style="text-align: center;">do_Ob??</div><div style="text-align: center;">After all.....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I am simply guessing d=_=b</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-2331877379955236028?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-48242469370458838732009-10-04T00:20:00.002+08:002009-10-04T00:25:47.922+08:00My lantern festival....<div><br /></div><div>Passed over with a soccer game in the afternoon....</div><div><br /></div><div>Quiz revision in the night...</div><div><br /></div><div>d-_-b|||..........</div><div><br /></div><div>Plain....L d=_=b I di_ib Fd+_+b E d0_0b.....</div><div><br /></div><div>AND the bad news .....</div><div><br /></div><div>My 5 years old mp3 is finally dead...</div><div><br /></div><div>Getting its descendant soon .... soon ?</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-4824246937045883873?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-38383329175661120862009-09-30T00:02:00.003+08:002009-09-30T00:26:31.470+08:00I have been thinking....<div><br /></div><div>Problems of myself...</div><div><br /></div><div>Personal...</div><div><br /></div><div>Which i am still handling and overcoming....</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Why should I burden someone else...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">How can i commit for someone else...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Because in the end...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"> Everything I did will be just a perfunctory satisfaction...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">Yeah...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">It is not the right time yet...</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">Perhaps when I feel comfort being myself, that will be when I feel comfort with someone else... </div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Simply Edwin </div><div style="text-align: center;">d-_-b d*_*b d0_0b </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-3838332917566112086?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-2450820338712898962009-09-28T22:49:00.002+08:002009-09-28T22:56:33.030+08:00Random thought suddenly...<div><br /></div><div>I have been thinking about my school design module assignment...</div><div><br /></div><div>Aan assignment which at the end of the day which we will only know our grade...</div><div><br /></div><div>We will never know what we are doing is correct...</div><div><br /></div><div>What is the point then ?</div><div><br /></div><div>Simply wasting money...</div><div><br /></div><div>Truly paying for the sake of the certification...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-245082033871289896?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-8553498250060440912009-09-24T23:01:00.002+08:002009-09-24T23:20:48.859+08:00I realise that i have been trying to get attention...<div><br /></div><div>And i feel that i am running out of way to get the attention...</div><div><br /></div><div>I feel like giving myself some break...</div><div><br /></div><div>She is not reacting or responding....</div><div><br /></div><div>Should i withdraw ?</div><div><br /></div><div>I am in dilemma....</div><div><br /></div><div>I am still looking for ways to ignite the Bunsen burner for the chemistry...</div><div><br /></div><div>And searching alone will never generate the right formula...</div><div><br /></div><div>All are just my assumption..</div><div><br /></div><div>I need some reaction... d-_-b|||</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-855349825006044091?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-82073787309015114182009-09-22T22:32:00.002+08:002009-09-22T22:40:19.162+08:00At 10.11 pm on 22/9/9...<br /><br />I have finally sent the long awaiting message..<br /><br />A message not only will comes to a decision, it will also reveal the consequence of a relationship...<br /><br />Perhaps, this time. we will really kept a distant away...<br /><br />Although there will be embarrassment in the future...<br /><br />I believe we will forget...<br /><br />And over time...<br /><br />All will gone with the wind...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-8207378730901511418?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-91152707877472308002009-09-14T22:39:00.000+08:002009-09-14T22:44:42.098+08:00My life have been feeling disappointed recently...<br /><br />Never though that things will went to such extend...<br /><br />My anticipation was just merely my own imagination...<br /><br />I cannot believe that I could actually dreamed about it...<br /><br />Unfortunately...<br /><br />Life has to goes on....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-9115270787747230800?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-64866917069016395602009-09-10T18:58:00.000+08:002009-09-10T19:05:58.831+08:00The moment I saw that reply......<br /><br />A moment I feel like a fool......<br /><br />What if something happen to me d-_-b||| ?<br /><br />Will she know ?<br /><br />She know that I only have that number, can't just check often ?<br /><br />Why ? <br /><br />The reply is just so simple.....<br /><br />I can conclude that she doesn't bother about my present any more.....<br /><br />If so...<br /><br />Let's keep a distant....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-6486691706901639560?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-89079640373839135982009-09-09T10:08:00.000+08:002009-09-09T10:17:57.937+08:00I have been wondering where the problems lie...<br /><br />My immaturity ? <br /><br />Eagerness ?<br /><br />Or myself ?<br /><br />After several time wasting of thinking and precious times speaking & listening to my "sister", I should give myself some break... <br /><br />Although is hard to implement than plan, I have to try...<br /><br />Do I have a choice ?<br /><br />Confession ?<br /><br />I don't think so...I will make myself to feel even worse... <br /><br />So remedy is to stand up and run towards my academic goals ! <br /><br />Distraction is the best solution.d~_~b<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-8907964037383913598?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-65766441166628094742009-09-06T09:13:00.001+08:002009-09-06T09:14:41.149+08:00I have been wondering...<br /><br />Why am i behaving so paranoid...<br /><br />i have guessed everything wrongly? <br /><br />Or the signal was just merely a coordinator's concern? <br /><br />Or I am too eager and not willing to lose something?<br /><br />Or I am immature enough?<br /><br />How d?_?b...<br /><br />2 presentation on the coming week...<br /><br />Dying...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-6576644116662809474?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-8635486555943278072009-09-02T09:05:00.003+08:002009-09-02T09:17:55.513+08:00Random moment...<br /><br />Hard to define the motivation for this post...<br /><br />Just random...<br /><br />Nothing to show me the time other then the integration of time with contacts...<br /><br />Revival is to replace it...<br /><br />It will be more convenient for me to know the time...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">Unexplainable effects</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">I have been caught in the feeling of missing someone although we are no more than just a friend or our other relationship...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">So confusing...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">I can't feel anything right now...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">Perhaps there is distraction...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">Perhaps she has enough...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">Or it is just a one sided admiration...</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">I think i need distraction...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">Suppose too....</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">With tons of assignments and reports coming in this semester....</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">d-_-b...... struggling hard to cope....</span><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-863548655594327807?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-7929049695195820912009-07-10T00:17:00.002+08:002009-07-10T00:20:17.531+08:00My FYP is really "hanging me in the air"....<br /><br />From predictive system to relating to my IA ...<br /><br />When can i feel secure with my FYP...<br /><br />I am stuck with it....<br /><br />Help...???<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-792904969519582091?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-34481407183157662202009-07-07T00:29:00.002+08:002009-07-07T00:44:25.444+08:00I have just recover from a fever after a vacation in Thailand...<br /><br />It is claimed to be incurred due to a stomach flu by Dr Ng... d-_-b|||...<br /><br />In fact, i had vomited in the morning on my departure day... and was already feeling terrible during the sleeping hours...<br /><br />Dying ...<br /><br />Anyway i did visit the professional to ascertain my health's status...<br /><br />A 2 day rest after the 3 hours waiting in the polyclinic...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">LOL... d+_+b...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-3448140718315766220?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-32926359272400734942009-07-01T00:34:00.002+08:002009-07-01T00:38:39.906+08:00Readers....<br /><br />Pardon my plain presentation of my blog !!!<br /><br />I was experimenting some new blog skin but unable to retrieve back the original template...<br /><br />But i will come up with my own skin soon..<br /><br />But i need to communicate in html to familiarize the languages first..<br /><br />HOW ???<br /><br />Times will tell...<br /><br />I am catching a show tomorrow alone.. Wonders how it feels.. Can't wait..<br /><br />heehee d^@^b<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-3292635927240073494?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-26534542440553632162009-06-27T23:41:00.001+08:002009-06-27T23:57:17.652+08:00It has been bothering me ever seen i resumed my study life...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;">"Where will i be when i am there ?"<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">I have been thinking, hesitating, worrying...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">"How should i define my life ??"<br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;"><---------------Where is my direction?"<br /></div></div></div></div>|<br />|<br />|<br />V -----------------------------> d*_*b???????????????????????<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-2653454244055363216?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-54531498675676362502009-06-24T22:52:00.002+08:002009-06-24T22:57:30.157+08:00"ah hoo!!!!"<br /><br />cough* cough* cough*<br /><br />lame...<br /><br />LOL..<br /><br />But seriously speaking, i have been out from blogging action for very long while...<br /><br />Today marks my after 1 month return to blogging action!!! LOL.. (hopefully)<br /><br />I have been really busy with work...<br /><br />But i did get myself involved in the GSS since i am working at Orchard Central!!!<br /><br />I also just got a HTC touch diamond 2 wor..<br /><br />Sparkling cool *****<br /><br />Dou itashimasude !!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-5453149867567636250?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-19029163058540327342009-05-24T01:17:00.002+08:002009-05-24T01:24:36.655+08:00Dear Readers......<br /><br />Pardon for my disappearance from the blogging scene for so long for i have been rushing my IA report for the pass few weeks!!!!<br /><br />Anyway my post remain the same because i wants to let you know that i have not been blogging for very long !!!!!^_^...<br /><br />I have more than i thought to blog, with things which i keep recalling;<br /><br />My Thailand Trip!!! Experiences in work, video and photos etc...<br /><br />Nevertheless, this blog of my thoughts will keep on flowing everything on the WWW...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-1902916305854032734?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-58254244756089638902009-05-09T12:24:00.002+08:002009-05-09T12:26:55.719+08:00Oh my god...<br />I am selling myself for the sake to compete for my final Year Project...<br />But my specialized project seems not enough to meet the demand...<br />Finally there are some more project coming in today...<br />But today is a public holiday...<br />Who will work ?<br />Lame..<br /><br />I have to blame myself...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-5825424475608963890?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-81501840424009638602009-04-25T19:53:00.002+08:002009-04-25T19:56:43.095+08:00I started to feel a sense of responsibilities at work...<br /><br />I starts to regain the interest in my work....<br /><br />How much i hopes that i could commit more time at work than trying to log my progress....<br /><br />Perhaps i could work better if i do not have to write my report...<br /><br />I am beginning to define my passion for life...<br /><br />Hopefully....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-8150184042400963860?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-45538497506077939122009-04-19T00:08:00.002+08:002009-04-19T00:21:37.158+08:00Went to celebrate my buddy birthday at city link NYNY...<br /><br />Had a quarter of the yankee burger and a spare rib main dish...<br /><br />Managed to finish my orders...<br /><br />Anyway going to increase my training session...OMG..<br /><br />I am earning fats...-_-'''<br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;">I got a hunch...<br />Someone is avoiding my sms...<br />Perhaps she forgets to reply or did not receive it...<br />But my reply was fast...<br />And the content isn't difficult to reply...<br />I wonders why...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-4553849750607793912?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-90604214417275794892009-04-14T20:29:00.005+08:002009-04-14T21:13:48.956+08:00I slept early yesterday...10.30 pm<br /><br />Was having a nasty flu...<br /><br />And i was super moody...<br /><br />I dropped my netbook....<br /><br />Fuck...<br /><br />But amazingly, it works as usual...<br /><br />Guess today i should have enough focus to log my progress....<br /><br />I took a few nice pictures for the past few days....<br /><br />Enjoy.....<br /><br />The cover page...<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/SeSESP8BU9I/AAAAAAAAAQM/s9rQ0E96saU/s1600-h/HPIM3664.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/SeSESP8BU9I/AAAAAAAAAQM/s9rQ0E96saU/s320/HPIM3664.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5324526108509557714" border="0" /></a><br /></div>Someone birthday wor....<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/SeSESW5QJzI/AAAAAAAAAQU/QKKelAqw430/s1600-h/HPIM3660.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/SeSESW5QJzI/AAAAAAAAAQU/QKKelAqw430/s320/HPIM3660.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5324526110376994610" border="0" /></a>I went to flyers again...<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/SeSGZtp1ToI/AAAAAAAAAQc/IggFQSivAI4/s1600-h/HPIM3679.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; 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color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">OMG!!!</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">I boarded the train again and endure...<br /><br />But it seem intolerable.. So i alighted at TP and the restroom was nearby...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204); font-weight: bold;">GOOD!!!</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">Thought i was late and it really seem so when i reached ICA building as there was already a long queue waiting to enter...<br /><br />Fortunately, i does not need to wait for long...<br /><br />But i found out from the counter that i actually owns an international passport...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">SAD!!!</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">I did not bring or remember i possess one... I even denied it...<br /><br />I have to go back again on Saturday....~_~'''<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">SIAN...</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102); font-weight: bold;">Unintentional</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">I know she does not mean it because she does not know...<br />But the moment i heard what she have say, i think i shall leave her alone...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">Perhaps those early messages were just meant to show her admiration for me...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">I really don't know her well...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">Perhaps her early chemistry was just a while...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">I have been imagine and paranoid unnecessary...</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">为何恋人只有在分手后才知道珍惜？ </span><br /></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-1976845155010052863?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-83475175955590864162009-04-07T22:42:00.002+08:002009-04-07T22:50:33.018+08:00I am tired...<br /><br />I have thought of giving up whatever i do...<br /><br />My report, my exercises, my logbook, my blog, my work, my cares etc...<br /><br />Just to have more rest and sleep...<br /><br />But I have even requested to work for another 2 months... And increase my other job schedule...<br /><br />Which means i will not even have a Saturday afternoon to rest...<br /><br />I am exhausted...<br /><br />But i need to distract and survive...<br /><br />Perhaps only a pain will makes me stop...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-8347517595559086416?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-25577721352829657462009-04-06T22:42:00.002+08:002009-04-06T22:57:28.383+08:00I have finally brought the tickets for the movie which i long wanted to catch...<br /><br />"Detroit Metal City"!!!<br /><br />And also fortunate to have a companion for the show...<br /><br />Someone special to me somehow...<br /><br />But am i...<br /><br />Anyway can't wait for the day to come!!! ^(*~*)^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-2557772135282965746?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-41280818152385157542009-04-02T18:16:00.004+08:002009-04-02T19:18:21.448+08:00So shocking to hear the news...<br /><br />Although i am accepted, but it does not sound so good...<br /><br />I guess i need to look at the brighter side of my life...<br /><br />Guess there will be more appointments to come...<br /><br />I wonder how i am going to pass my IA...-_-'''<br /><br />Anyway thanks to it, i am able to know it earlier before anything go worse....<br /><br />I should resume my jogging...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">More fruits and vegetables, please !!!!! (*~*)<br /><br />LOL..<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-4128081815238515754?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-82607782658455761932009-04-01T21:51:00.002+08:002009-04-01T21:58:00.503+08:00Everything for today seem went smoothly...<br /><br />Those pains was just awhile..<br /><br />Did not manage to rest well at the place...<br /><br />The "thing" does not even seem to help me...<br /><br />Anyway i took cab home in the end as many seem disagree the idea of going home alone...<br /><br />But $15...<br /><br />Good deal 0..O ???<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-8260778265845576193?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-55828538784850170732009-03-31T23:00:00.002+08:002009-03-31T23:08:35.708+08:00I am going for something serious on April fool day...<br /><br />It is no kidding..<br /><br />Poking a small needle into my body to get some sample...<br /><br />LOL...<br /><br />Heard i am going to be drowsy on my way home...<br /><br />Preferably to have someone accompany me home...<br /><br />I wonders who is kind or care enough 0..O???<br /><br />Anybody ????<br /><br />I will be at 南U海的了v俄l2....LOL<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-5582853878485017073?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-65892499282956677522009-03-30T20:38:00.002+08:002009-03-30T23:29:16.468+08:00Today marks the 1st day of work for my second site...<br /><br />Some of my previous site colleague has already start "running the show" at my new site...<br /><br />Did not contribute much... Because i do not have a proper personal protective equipment...<br /><br />Again...-_-'''<br /><br />Let's just look forward for tomorrow...<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);"><br />I believe there is some chemistry between us...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">But we seem trying to deny...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">Those messages were pretty obvious...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">But am i the only person to feel so???</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">~_~'''</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-6589249928295667752?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-45382298351666856482009-03-28T19:33:00.008+08:002009-03-30T23:51:44.649+08:00Happy 27th birthday!!!<br /><br />Today is my brother....<br /><br />My mum and i did a small celebration for him...A birthday cake and 2 chilli crabs!!!!<br /><br />but without my kawaii sister who is now having oversea attachment at Thailand...<br /><br />(By the way, she is the one who remember my brother birthday ~_~'''' ops!!)<br /><br />Anyway, i have some photos and a video...<br /><br />Oh...<br /><br />I am finally transfer out of the site... Going to reunite with my project engineer!!!<br /><br />It is photo times !!!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/Sc4OOOLKU3I/AAAAAAAAAPc/hFMeJkmGbWo/s1600-h/HPIM3641.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/Sc4OOOLKU3I/AAAAAAAAAPc/hFMeJkmGbWo/s320/HPIM3641.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5318203847457002354" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">The birthday dishes</span><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/Sc4ONTJ8PrI/AAAAAAAAAPU/ZSy0F5Ejp3c/s1600-h/HPIM3639.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/Sc4ONTJ8PrI/AAAAAAAAAPU/ZSy0F5Ejp3c/s320/HPIM3639.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5318203831614193330" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">The 27th years old boy's cake</span><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/Sc4PWqe4FuI/AAAAAAAAAP8/oH3abUpea4M/s1600-h/HPIM3644.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/Sc4PWqe4FuI/AAAAAAAAAP8/oH3abUpea4M/s320/HPIM3644.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5318205092006467298" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">Do we look alike 0_O?</span><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/Sc4PVb_ZVRI/AAAAAAAAAP0/5S8u2TriU3g/s1600-h/HPIM3643.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/Sc4PVb_ZVRI/AAAAAAAAAP0/5S8u2TriU3g/s320/HPIM3643.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5318205070936462610" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">My mum and brother... (I loves this picture!!!)</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/Sc4QlAwUSsI/AAAAAAAAAQE/WUliD_FoDrM/s1600-h/HPIM3646.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/Sc4QlAwUSsI/AAAAAAAAAQE/WUliD_FoDrM/s320/HPIM3646.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5318206438014995138" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">The slicing moment</span><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-a05a168ecb634005" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"><param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v20.nonxt8.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3Da05a168ecb634005%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1334511435%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D2DF322EDCB8DD7F941C9FEC633B0F07973457E64.3A856AEDBB0E0F79068C98655F8F93552504C151%26key%3Dck1&amp;iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Da05a168ecb634005%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3Dlkjxt4cVE1HnaKqOA-0ODn-M70k&amp;autoplay=0&amp;ps=blogger"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="320" height="266" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v20.nonxt8.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3Da05a168ecb634005%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1334511435%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D2DF322EDCB8DD7F941C9FEC633B0F07973457E64.3A856AEDBB0E0F79068C98655F8F93552504C151%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Da05a168ecb634005%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3Dlkjxt4cVE1HnaKqOA-0ODn-M70k&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /></object><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">The birthday boy video</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-4538229835166685648?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-36548711355951292542009-03-27T23:40:00.004+08:002009-03-28T19:32:21.213+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">I don't know why...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">I am in a bad mood today after i reached home...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">I was easily agitated by any comments...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">I don't seem to bother the way i behave when i am doing things..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">I just throw instead of put...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Supper moody...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">I don't even feel like doing anything...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">I just suddenly feel that i am directionless </span><br /><div style="text-align: right; color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;"><br />Fuck .... Fuck.... Fuck.... Fuck....<br /></div><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><br /></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I need a place to shout out my disappointment...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">A beach ?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I hope that i am keeping people away from me...</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I am too shag...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;">I need someone...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">Who and where are you ?<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">0..O????????????<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: right;">??????????????<br /></div></div><br /><div style="text-align: left;">?????????<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-weight: bold;">Happy 9 months for Dino &amp; Little angel!!!! ^_^</span><br /></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-3654871135595129254?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-16885492440148070742009-03-24T21:00:00.004+08:002009-03-24T21:59:43.152+08:00My blood pressure hits 200 after my dinner ...-_-''''<br /><br />A terrible thing happens today....<br /><br />Super fucking pissed with people at work...<br /><br />The "soon to die" COW get snapped again for the same saga again...<br /><br />All thanks to our PM doubtful sentence...."ALL are already cover"<br /><br />Oh yeah...<br /><br />My senior and i were the unfortunate persons to be called upon by the COW through our engineer... And what even further pissed me off is what the engineer replied to me,<br /><br />Me:" why?"<br /><br />邦仔:" COW want to fuck you all for what you all did!“<br /><br />The COW reprimanded us for not doing our job properly and irresponsible with my work... And he wanted us to get out of the site...<br /><br />ＷＨＡＴ THＥ　ＦＵＣＫ 0＿ｏ？？？<br /><br />I was so lost...<br /><br />When did i not being responsible in my work?<br /><br />And there was more than 2 of us doing the work!!!<br /><br />Are we suppose to represent everyone ?<br /><br />And i did not retaliate with what the COW accused me for and i agreed with him apologetically...-_-'''<br /><br />I was also disappointed as there was no supervisor around to handle the COW...<br /><br />I suddenly feel no protection from my company...<br /><br />Which company would wants its staff to be reprimanded by other company ?<br /><br />I start to realise or have a clearer picture of the incident while having my dinner..<br /><br />Fuck... It was too late to realise...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">I actually feel a sense of humiliation and accusation of my responsibility by the COW..<br /><br />The COW does not stands the right to say those comments... He simply lost all his logical thinking for the sake of getting a chance to scold someone...<br /><br />I think it has becomes a habit to him that he did it without thinking who he is reprimanding at....<br /><br />If i am rich enough, i could have sued him for accusation and humiliation...<br /><br />I had even though of informing my mentor about the issue....<br /></div><br />What the fuck....<br /><br />Can i quit the company ???<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-1688549244014807074?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-81633701000249704872009-03-22T00:09:00.003+08:002009-03-22T01:02:53.712+08:00Attended my camp mate wedding today...<br /><br />Met some of my camp mates and sat on the same table...<br /><br />CH is still the same... Always seem so desperate for a relationship and a marriage...<br /><br />Of course he has to because he is already 30 years old...<br /><br />He has always been looking forward for 1 since my army times...<br /><br />We could imagine how he feels when his expression exposed himself...-_-'''<br /><br />He hope so much that the bridal was him...<br /><br />Did saw the newly wed... The bride looks young and pretty...<br /><br />A compatible couple in fact...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;">I wonder how does a women able to decide to give the trust to someone else for life 0_0？？？<br /><br />It can't be simply just an answer...<br /><br />It takes feeling and tears to decide...<br /><br />I have always been looking forward for some chemistry to happen...<br /><br />But today, for some reason, i changed my mind...<br /><br />Because i know i will give up my priorities in my life over an uncertain relationship...<br /><br />Perhaps i need someone who really care and support me...<br /><br />I need to learn to trust...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-8163370100024970487?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-57440392461750758972009-03-19T23:09:00.003+08:002009-03-20T00:04:12.816+08:00My sister finally reached Thailand !!!<br /><br />I had just did a webcam conversation with her...<br /><br />Her apartment was good...Huge and spacious...<br /><br />I guess my mum should has a moment of relief than i do...<br /><br />After listening to my sister answers...<br /><br />Anyway we did agree to online chat using Skype at 10pm daily if we could...<br /><br />Going to miss her a lot... ---___---''''''<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-5744039246175075897?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-36048758691250580672009-03-18T22:45:00.002+08:002009-03-18T23:25:20.926+08:00Have been very busy recently...<br /><br />Logging my attachment progress everyday for the sake of today assessment..<br /><br />Only manage to sleep for a few hours...<br /><br />Finally the assessment is over...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;">Meet up with Jon Won for dinner at Novena Fish soup Been Hoon stall...<br /><br />This young Korean lad has wanted me to bring him to places for local popular dishes...<br /><br />I have finally made my promise...<br /><br />Went to heeren and brought a pair of Van sneakers...I feel a bit to rush to buy...-_-'''<br /><br />Nevertheless,i have one more choices for matching my clothing....<br /><br />i did saw the back pack i have been looking for but is quite expensive..Eastpack...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">My sister has left home for oversea attachment at Thailand...<br /><br />Going to miss her for 5 months...<br /><br />Hope that she will enjoy herself at there...<br /><br />I wonder where she is now 0..o???<br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-3604875869125058067?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-62527083090437426282009-03-14T15:53:00.003+08:002009-03-14T16:02:57.360+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">I have found a new chemistry after 6 months... But it seem more difficult to formulate the maths...-_-'''<br /><br />Because she has already her own chemistry...The best way to know the chemistry is to test out the formula...<br /><br />But it seem causing side effects...<br /><br />I need to review my formula again...<br /><br />Everything seem matchable to what i have predicted...<br /><br />Perhaps it was just coincidence...<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-weight: bold;">LOVE is not a one sided relationship...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153); font-weight: bold;">It needs compromises...</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-6252708309043742628?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-67225995614360929942009-03-12T23:45:00.002+08:002009-03-13T00:02:44.103+08:00This year has been very messy...<br /><br />And i predicted more to come...<br /><br />If it does not work out without even a single attempt to solve together...<br /><br />I think divorce is the best solution to be...<br /><br />I know her wells..<br /><br />She planned too... She could have did it 20 years ago...but she did not.. For the sake of us...<br /><br />She could do it now.... No one to spare a thought for....<br /><br />I agree too..<br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;">I appear to be what everyone believes but i am not to those who is knowledgeable medically...<br /><br />It is obviously a financial burden even thought she thinks she can support...<br /><br />She has been dealing with his incorrigible habit... She cried again...<br /><br />It is my health which only i can handle with...<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;">I loves your care and concern...<br /><br />But don't ask me what my post means because this is a place for my thoughts...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-6722599561436092994?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-28733414670247198352009-03-01T22:13:00.005+08:002009-03-01T22:44:11.895+08:00Have been missing out in blogging action for 1 week...<br /><br />Have been very busy with work.. Rushing to meet the deadline on 070309..<br /><br />So have been committing over time work... Thus always reach home late and turning in when i reached home...<br /><br />Anyway, today marks the big day for my sister who is turning 21st this year...<br /><br />She invited 20 over friends, from primary school till her current school, to our house to celebrate her 21st brithday...<br /><br />We did our groceries the day before and was worry that the food might not be enough...<br /><br />But fortunately, it seem more than enough...In fact, one of my colleague who is also a ex colleague of my sister, brought bo bo cha cha and a sweet corn desert for the event...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">Infinity thanks to jessie !!!</span><br /></div><br />Most of the guest arrived for the event and seem comfortable with the arrangement...Frankly speaking, it is the 1st time to set up such a crowded event at our house...<br /><br />We had the cake cutting ceremony and had photo taking session..<br /><br />Speaking about the cake, it is a 2 Kg cake called lychee Martini and specially order and brought from a neighborhood bakery shop, called pine garden cake, located at Ang Mo Kio... It is quite popular and cheap for 1 slice which sells from $2.50 to $3...<br /><br />Anyway it takes a lot of hard work to bring it back home as it is sensitive to human...LOL...<br /><br />The guest enjoyed their socializing moment before they called it a day at 6pm plus...<br /><br />Overall the event went pretty well...<br /><br />Btw, my sister loved the Baby G watch i brought for her... I will show u the picture why in my next posting...<br /><br />In the meanwhile, please enjoy reading my words...-_-'''<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-2873341467024719835?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-41993864278334286872009-02-21T21:22:00.007+08:002009-02-21T22:17:58.840+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">After several hectic days of industrial attachment and school works,<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />my Dip group finally had the 2nd dinner gathering at Tampopo!<br /><br />Although not all the members turned up, the gathering seem went well and everyone did seem enjoyed the gathering...<br /><br />It was fortunate that i had made reservation. There was 20 over consumers waiting to dine at the restaurant.<br /><br />Went over to candele for cakes after dinner...<br /><br />Not really so good place for cakes... Would prefer Bakerzin.. LOL...<br /><br />We played some IQ games...<br /><br />The games did really make us think...<br /><br />Photos time and<br /><br />Also a video clip ..^_^<br /><br /><br />Dinner at Tampopo<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/SaALh86N9oI/AAAAAAAAAOU/vU40GLwGTSo/s1600-h/HPIM3512.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/SaALh86N9oI/AAAAAAAAAOU/vU40GLwGTSo/s320/HPIM3512.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5305253038956344962" border="0" /></a><br />Ladies of the night<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/SaALiIz15kI/AAAAAAAAAOc/8MvD6gvQHRE/s1600-h/HPIM3522.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/SaALiIz15kI/AAAAAAAAAOc/8MvD6gvQHRE/s320/HPIM3522.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5305253042150827586" border="0" /></a>Candele owner<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/SaALiZ9OnJI/AAAAAAAAAOk/sJIvPqnKQT4/s1600-h/HPIM3525.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/SaALiZ9OnJI/AAAAAAAAAOk/sJIvPqnKQT4/s320/HPIM3525.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5305253046753598610" border="0" /></a>3rd chocolate Cheese cakes<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/SaALiS87ZjI/AAAAAAAAAOs/L4VB3oDiBiw/s1600-h/HPIM3534.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_7WXK8NToQcM/SaALiS87ZjI/AAAAAAAAAOs/L4VB3oDiBiw/s320/HPIM3534.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5305253044873291314" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />The Clip...*_*<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-184fccdf92ba45fd" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"><param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v15.nonxt8.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3D184fccdf92ba45fd%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1334511435%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D131B11963AF4EF6CF401A00BFF42A4A1E2C7EC5C.4B261BE5866E4DBDE2F5269FD4FA82251D77E83A%26key%3Dck1&amp;iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3D184fccdf92ba45fd%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DivUDOeEr59d111A-yLSGfJybzJU&amp;autoplay=0&amp;ps=blogger"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="320" height="266" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v15.nonxt8.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3D184fccdf92ba45fd%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1334511435%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D131B11963AF4EF6CF401A00BFF42A4A1E2C7EC5C.4B261BE5866E4DBDE2F5269FD4FA82251D77E83A%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3D184fccdf92ba45fd%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DivUDOeEr59d111A-yLSGfJybzJU&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /></object><br /><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-4199386427833428687?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-9635720459112811652009-02-19T00:18:00.003+08:002009-02-19T00:38:46.686+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">LOL...-_-'''<br /><br />I nearly caused the inspection for today to be called off...<br /><br />I have been given a new task... To do coordination and preparation for inspection for the following day...<br /><br />Too late to do a pretesting for equipments in the upper level and did not expect that the Clerk Of Work would want to inspect the upper level first... Great-_-''''<br /><br />Screwed up... Found out one of the control component not installed and not linked to our computer control management system.... Good...<br /><br />Anyway some things already know before hand...LOL...<br /><br />Fortunately the COW was in good mood... And we manage to convince him with the following similar inspection before he called it a day due to personal reason....<br /><br />Heng...-_-''''<br /><br />But from today onwards... we have to commit till 9pm at most...<br /><br />I have not even logged my progress....<br /><br />Shit life...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-963572045911281165?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-30988433211886828192009-02-16T23:09:00.005+08:002009-02-17T00:07:54.202+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">My body is still recovering from my sleep deficit on Saturday...<br /><br />I am still having flu...<br /><br />I feel like going home early today...<br /><br />Don't planned to work over time...<br /><br />But it seems imminent..-_-'''<br /><br />Ended my day with a worsen flu..<br /><br />I am counting my complaints....-_-'''<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" >IF</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">It was a sudden thought for me...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I wonders what are my '<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204); font-weight: bold;">IF<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);">s</span></span>'?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">If</span> i could begin my academic phase again,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">i would plan a doctoral path...-_-'''</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">If</span> i could begin my secondary school life again,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">i would plan for a long term relationship...-_-'''</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">If</span> i could have more money,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">i would plan for a China trip with my parent...-_-'''</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">If</span> i could have more time, </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">i would plan for personal indulgences...-_-'''</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Generally, i just need to plan to fulfill myself...</span><br /></div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-3098843321188682819?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-19453690910190082052009-02-14T22:34:00.003+08:002009-02-14T22:55:00.319+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Happy Valentine day !!!!<br /><br />LOL...<br /><br />Supposed to work over time (OT) today...<br /><br />But today is valentine day !!!<br /><br />So manage to excuse myself from doing OT...<br /><br />Had a Valentine date with Miss Air...LOL...<br /><br />Stay at home after work...<br /><br />And had a good nap..<br /><br />Went for K session yesterday till this morning 3.30am...<br />Reached home around 4am..<br />Manage to sleep for only 2 hours..<br /><br />Thus, the napping was good enough to replenish my lack of sleep..-_-'''<br /><br />Saturday is my only day to rest and do my own person stuff....<br /><br />Basically i am working almost everyday...<br /><br />I just need my Saturday's afternoon for a good rest...<br /><br />I have still have a lot of planning to do...<br />K session with some of my colleagues and meet up with my former DIP mates..<br /><br />Hope that is one more day in a week...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-1945369091019008205?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7113831202417381534.post-62913947344307322952009-02-12T23:04:00.003+08:002009-02-12T23:12:41.782+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Crap...-_-'''<br /><br />Nearly get snapped at the end of my work...<br /><br />I was stopped from going home suddenly by the new assistant manager...<br /><br />Again their own people...<br /><br />Can't they inform us earlier before they want us, the cheapest labour ( attachment students), to do OT？<br /><br />Thanks to their sudden or extra work...<br /><br />My gastric pain recurred again yesterday...<br /><br />Fucking painful...<br /><br />Fucking pissed...<br /><br />Panda cakes saved my yesterday..<br /><br />Who will cares and knows ?<br /><br />Edwin do..-_-'''<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7113831202417381534-6291394734430732295?l=my-meaning-of-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Edwinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01322133737598552480noreply@blogger.com0