Puzzling

Saturday morning....

Randomly, I was wondering...

Am I really interested in the job which I have got ?

Because there is hardly any motivation to makes me to prepare for the work, which will begins on 11 of August....

Nor I feel any moments of creativity that would usually struck me if I find something needed to improve...

Lack of experiences perhaps denied that motivation....

Ironically, I am looking forward to my 1st day at work....

Myself

Lately....

I have been behaving crazily with my sister....

Mocking discussion of some sense of seriousness, with the lameness kind of suggestion I can think of....

LOL....

That prompted my sister to question my behavior when I am with someone I love....

I wonders...

Somehow... she reminded me who I am....

I couldn't reveal my character to someone I love...

I tend to be much more conservative ...

Or perhaps it is natural to behave so....

Or perhaps it was only a short span...

Or perhaps the one I love would be the one....

I would feel comfortable with, while being myself....

Working Life

Missed some update of my life....

Yeah....

I found a job!

In the marine line...

But as a design engineer in automation for vessel.....

The design aspect of the job is the main attraction for me to apply especially in the field of automation....

Somehow i got the job based on my sheer luck.... hmm....

or perhaps my 101% EQ helped me....

LOL.

11 of August is the new beginning of my working life.....