Edwin

I have been thinking....

Problems of myself...

Personal...

Which i am still handling and overcoming....

Why should I burden someone else...

How can i commit for someone else...

Because in the end...

Everything I did will be just a perfunctory satisfaction...

Yeah...

It is not the right time yet...

Perhaps when I feel comfort being myself, that will be when I feel comfort with someone else...

Simply Edwin

d-_-b d*_*b d0_0b

Dumb

Random thought suddenly...

I have been thinking about my school design module assignment...

Aan assignment which at the end of the day which we will only know our grade...

We will never know what we are doing is correct...

What is the point then ?

Simply wasting money...

Truly paying for the sake of the certification...

Fading

I realise that i have been trying to get attention...

And i feel that i am running out of way to get the attention...

I feel like giving myself some break...

She is not reacting or responding....

Should i withdraw ?

I am in dilemma....

I am still looking for ways to ignite the Bunsen burner for the chemistry...

And searching alone will never generate the right formula...

All are just my assumption..

I need some reaction... d-_-b|||

Confession

At 10.11 pm on 22/9/9...

I have finally sent the long awaiting message..

A message not only will comes to a decision, it will also reveal the consequence of a relationship...

Perhaps, this time. we will really kept a distant away...

Although there will be embarrassment in the future...

I believe we will forget...

And over time...

All will gone with the wind...

Down

My life have been feeling disappointed recently...

Never though that things will went to such extend...

My anticipation was just merely my own imagination...

I cannot believe that I could actually dreamed about it...

Unfortunately...

Life has to goes on....

Distant

The moment I saw that reply......

A moment I feel like a fool......

What if something happen to me d-_-b||| ?

Will she know ?

She know that I only have that number, can't just check often ?

Why ?

The reply is just so simple.....

I can conclude that she doesn't bother about my present any more.....

If so...

Let's keep a distant....

Myself

I have been wondering where the problems lie...

My immaturity ?

Eagerness ?

Or myself ?

After several time wasting of thinking and precious times speaking & listening to my "sister", I should give myself some break...

Although is hard to implement than plan, I have to try...

Do I have a choice ?

Confession ?

I don't think so...I will make myself to feel even worse...

So remedy is to stand up and run towards my academic goals !

Distraction is the best solution.d~_~b

Eagerness

I have been wondering...

Why am i behaving so paranoid...

i have guessed everything wrongly?

Or the signal was just merely a coordinator's concern?

Or I am too eager and not willing to lose something?

Or I am immature enough?

How d?_?b...

2 presentation on the coming week...

Dying...

Broken

Random moment...

Hard to define the motivation for this post...

Just random...

Nothing to show me the time other then the integration of time with contacts...

Revival is to replace it...

It will be more convenient for me to know the time...

Unexplainable effects

I have been caught in the feeling of missing someone although we are no more than just a friend or our other relationship...

So confusing...

I can't feel anything right now...

Perhaps there is distraction...

Perhaps she has enough...

Or it is just a one sided admiration...

I think i need distraction...

Suppose too....

With tons of assignments and reports coming in this semester....

d-_-b...... struggling hard to cope....