Fire!

The situation is getting colder...

Trying hard to melt it.... d-_-b|||

FIRE! FIRE! FIRE!

I need FIRE !

Help ...

Argh.......

Cold d-_-b|||

54

Happy Birthday !

Today marks my mum 54 birthday !

Went to Ichiban Sushi at Jurong Point with my family, except my dad as he doesn't like Japanese food, for her birthday dinner...

I can see from her expressions that she seems enjoying the food and the time there...

Good...

Tomorrow will be her Chinese birthday which we will be preparing a cake and steam boat for her...

Guess she will likes it..

Thinking to get her favourite Tiramisu cheese cake by Bakerzin....

heehee

d^_^b

Crisis

My financial crisis is back !!!

I failed my FQ...

Getting more and more broke...

Now in debt with citi bank...

Need to source for money to clear it...

Going against my principal again...

Hate it...

Can't wait for my bursary to come...

Pathetic...

But need to survive...

Unneccessary burden...

Already trying hard to put out some flame... More fuel coming in...

Worst still, one of my financial assistance got rejected...

Guess they could not support short term assistance... Somehow it is hard to project out feeling to tell others why we need help....

Facts are not transparent....

Cannot wait to break away from my student's life...

7 more months to go...

Japan here i come ! d^_^b

Beng

Went for a hair cut today...

Did not turn out what i expected...

My sister thought i look like a little pony...

Going to be a laughing stock for the next few weeks...

Shit...

d-_-b|||

No choice...

Cannot glue my hair back....

Copy & Paste

SHAG!

Now preparing the power slides for my last HRM presentation...

Simply copy and paste...

No idea how to present tomorrow....

SHAG!

Exercise Regime

Finally fulfill my cardiology exercise...

But almost giving up in the 4th round...

Getting harder to breath and my leg feel tiring...

Shag....

Anyway i have started to integrate another exercise for my abdominal exercise set, the Bicycle abs exercise...

Hmm...

Don't really feel the intensity...

Perhaps not enough repetitions....

Hmm....

Anyway, here is my regime:

Abs exercise set:

1. Roller exercise: 3 sets of 15 reps
2. Deep using arms of my sofa: 3 sets of 25 reps
3. Bicycle abs exercise: 3 sets of 30 reps

Strenuous exercise set:

1. Biceps exercise using dumb bell: 3 sets of 20 reps
2. Upper body muscle: 3 sets of 20 reps
3. Triceps exercise using dumb bell: 3 sets of 30 reps
4. Pull up using door flame: 3 sets of 8 reps

Cardio exercise:

1. 4.8 Km Jogging

So....

Anyone interested ?

d^_^b heehee

I have created this logo out of my "bo liaoness"....d-_-b|||

Why stop anticipation ?

Because i have been anticipating for something which is making me to...

lose my mind,

lose my focus,

and becoming paranoid....

For this behavior, i lose my last relationship...

Whenever i anticipate i will do something weird...

I should do without anticipating for anything return...

Even if so, it will just be a compliment...

This should be my last crap...

No more and nothing to anticipate anymore...

老妈说的，这是我的过度期。。。

WildType

Went for my regular checkup yesterday...

Then to find out that there is a comment on my result that it is a wild type... LOL...

I am wild !!!

Wahahhahahahahahaha....

I bite!!!

heehee...

Wild Post

Speaking of wild, i have never thought that my thoughts could be so "wild" to change the behavior of others....

A change that...

makes one staying away,

makes one trying to prevent the misunderstanding,

makes one depressing without realizing it,

makes one anticipate to become paranoid,

Lastly,

makes one giving up for his and her good...

It was not so before the post...

Every SMS was unintentional...

Perhaps keeping every thoughts secret will remain everything as normal...

It was not so now...

Cold Hot

Sunday...

Went back to school...

Did not expect the usual reading room to be so cold...

Did brought along my sweater...

But too thin...

Even on the bus and train is still so cold...

Think caught a mild flu....

Shag...

Left with 31 days...

Road to Exam 2009! d=_=b|||

Courting

I don't believe in courting someone to make a relationship to be true...

I think it is a torturing and meaningless process...

What will you gain if everything still turns against you in the end?

Tears? Truth ? Lies ?

Or sympathetic ?

Yeah... You may got her/him in the end if everything goes well...But what is next ?

It is still the chemistry that arose and the like for one another that matters most.

Let nature takes its course....

Blue Ocean

After weeks of battling for the way out of the Red Ocean....

We have finally reached the choke of the Blue Ocean....

But it was too shallow and narrow for the 5 of us to swim across the choke...

Some debris to remove and smoothen the sides of the inner bank before we can finally reach the Blue Ocean on next Thursday.... d=_=b|||

Most importantly...

The Sea Monster did not come...

*Phew... Heng...

Focus

Realize....

I have no clear focus presently...

Have been committing across my learning and relationship curve... I should focus on elements which identify me...

In fact this trigger me when i was trying to figure out the focus of our Blue Ocean Strategy...

d-_-b|||

LOL...

Anyway... It is a mess....

Seem out of the point...And amazingly, my mates don't realize it...

Going to experience a big bang by fatty heng ...

"Yo Alice, stop pestering and dragging me into your wonderland !" d=_=b!@#$%^&^*()

Need to stop dreaming...

All dead

Oh my god...

So down in luck recently...

Probook gives me a shock....

Less than a week....

The keyboard button came off...

5 years old mp3 went dead...

Now ...

My 'diamond' went deaf...

Shit Luck d=_=b|||...

Friend

Again....

Thinking...

Problem lies within me......

Behaving weird....demanding....

Expecting something....

I need to relax and calm down...

So...d^_^b

Hey friend !

Guessing

I am wondering....

What I want...

d^_^b...

She does have...

What she want....

....d+_+b

Do I have ?

I have been considering for her....

Perhaps good for me too...

Lately...

I have been messaging her...

Maybe she has been very sick......

Or she is considering for me....

do_Ob??

After all.....

I am simply guessing d=_=b

Lantern

My lantern festival....

Passed over with a soccer game in the afternoon....

Quiz revision in the night...

d-_-b|||..........

Plain....L d=_=b I di_ib Fd+_+b E d0_0b.....

AND the bad news .....

My 5 years old mp3 is finally dead...

Getting its descendant soon .... soon ?