Thinking deep

Have i been thinking deep enough to understand our behavior ?

Why do we wait when actually it is wasting our time ?

Why do we need time when actually we are wasting them?

Because life needs measurement...

LOL..

Same performance

I think i can't really do well in any exam anymore...

I got to face the facts..

My laziness really kills me...

Too late to recover...

Good bye to my 2nd class honors...

-_-'''..

Although it is a fact, i will do my best somehow...

Fucking Edwin Ng

I have been fucking messing my bloody fucking life...

I am fucking turning 25 years old soon...

Yet still fucking broke..

And am i fucking wasting time in study ?

I am fucking wasting other people chance to study in university...

Fucking shit..

Its 27th again...

Happy 6 month for Dino and little angel !!!

Wish them stay forever on guava land
with their almond trees all around the land
and found their star soon !!!

Weewee!!

Christmas Shopping

I have just brought a $10 black vest from Cotton On..

I have been planning to get one but all were rather expensive or hard to match with my clothing...

I think i have got a very good deal...

Yeah, i have another accessories to match for my Chinese New Year... LOL...

So vain -_-'''

Actually there are many other good deals at there...

You can get a Tees for as low as $5...but everyone will be wearing the same...

Ironic..

Lonely Christmas

Going nowhere for i have been running low in monetary...

Bad and boring Christmas...

i guess i can only stay at home today...

What a lonely Christmas..

The Unspoken

Hohoho....

Have been figuring how to install some games into my netbook..

and finally i have C&C: zero hour running in my netbook..Weewee..

Yesterday i had a wonderful steamboat dinner at my relative house..

I had even got a toaster for my gift exchange...LOL..

Great, i could save my money to replace my out going toaster....LOL

The SMS
The sms was meant to be a Christmas plank but it revealed the unspoken...
I do not know that i could be such a mean person to be a friend who toys a friendship to someone...

Why should you thought that way?
If i have thought of ending our friendship, i could have do it since the day we become independent..

Somehow i feel disappointed...;(

Merry Christmas !!

Merry Christmas to my readers and whoever accidentally click to my blog !!!

Hohohoho...

The SMS..-_-'''

Wahahaha....

I had a hilarious moment from my bff...

But somehow i nearly lost my friendship with her due to my Christmas plank SMS...

In fact i was so shock to receive such a serious reply...

Coincidentally, her reply was something which i once thought of telling her before... but everything has been a past...

So it is pointless to bring it up again...

Anyway i am sorry little angel !!!

A seat

A seat is not only meant to
provide comfort and support,
it can also be use to define ones
conscientiousness for others

Our birthday celebration

Went for an appointment today... and taken a rest day...

And i was late for the appointment...-_-'''..

Always..LOL..

But did not have to wait.. 1st time to finish my appointment earlier...

Forgotten that i have to go for another test but running low in monetary..

Guess has to source from someone else...-_-'''

My next kin perhaps...

Meet up my sis for breakfast at 24 hours coffee near the bus terminal.. There is a lot of delici0us food selling there.. Must really try them out...

I had zha jiang mian..

We went to borrow a German film "The experiment"...

Not a bad film..

Employing people to play the role of prisoners and guards for experimenting the behavior of human in stress situation...

A must see movie...

Yesterday i had a wonderful and early celebration for my birthday together with some of my friends..(I am born on 3rd of Jan)

And receive a very creative present..

Had tea and cookie sampling at the cookie museum..

I have never thought that white tea could be so refreshing...And there were 10 over varieties of cookies and what impresses me is the nasi lemak cookie..

It really taste like the food but not on banana leaf..

Amazing.. Did not manage to take any photo because it is not allowed..

Next, we went to Ocha for green tea drinks... Had azuki freeze... A mixture of red bean and green tea..We also tried their green tea cheese cake with a layer of red beans as topping..

It was unique and really taste good...

I have forgotten to take photo for those foods..-_-'''

For the next few venues i manage to take some photo..;)

Taken at the green tea cafeteria

My present

The contents of my present, there is something hidden below
Our main event of the day, dining at a Cantonese restaurantMy buddies

The $2 fruit punch 0_o'''
The place we wentPrice for Quality food...LOL
Last event of the day, Starbuck at Raffles City

The amazing, fats nutritious drink-_-'''..

The hidden present, Adidas bag again but sincerity is more important.. Thanks!!

Lastly, i must thanks Jeremy, Gabriel, Hong Wei and Jun wen for you all guys to be present to make the event possible and deeply appreciate the effort for the present!!!

Thanks to all ;)

Early Celebration

My friends have planned to celebrate our birthday together on today...

So i have taken a rest day for today..

Yesterday at work was busy...

Impression of the day was to saw some young hooligan messy around our chamber...

In fact, Jong won nearly lose his cool due to them...

Somehow they really pose a danger to our safety...

Wonder why the company could not have any signage to protect us... Like " Dear customer, the cold chamber is meant for trying out the performance of our jacket. We would appreciate if you could kindly listen to the instruction of our staff in responsible"...-_-'''

Guess the chamber has really becomes a experimental room than being a cold fitting room...

Wonder how does those staff in London handles their customer...0_o..

Heard from my friend yesterday that when love has become a routine, it will ends soon..i believe in it too..

A relationship should not last too long..Personally, 1 year relationship is enough to get married...

Anyway it is still depends on every individual..

So I guess i prefer more to be being single than attached....;)

Early

Guten Morgan !

oh yeah... I learn German during my polytechnic times..

Nearly left early for work...

Lucky, Jerlyn informed me...

-_-'''

Just had 2 sweet potatoes for breakfast...

Taste good and heard it does boost ones immune system...

The wonders of food..

Working late

Had long hours of sleep today..

But manage to wake up for my exercise...

Planning to have what for my lunch cum dinner later...

What should i eat ?

-_-'''...

My works begin in the afternoon..

1st morning shift at Nat Geo

Oh my 1st morning shift at Nat Geo afternoon my rest day..

LOL...

Actually just ends my work early..

Got to know a new colleague for my department..

Guess my department getting more crowded and fun...

Edwin's Quote

We lie to convince the facts to believe...-_-'''

Fitness debt

Finally had my rest day after a 4 day full shift work..

I have thought of working morning shift today but my AM would prefer me to rest today.

Anyway i am finally able to clear my fitness debt... LOL...

Going for a 30 minutes jog in the evening !!!

Oh my god ! Did not know that Boogeyman 2 is actually a R21 show...-_-''

Auspicious Day

Today marks the grand opening day for my workplace....

The National Geography Store..

One of the only 2 outlets in the world and only in Asia(the other one is in London)...

It was a busy day and could not have time for a proper break...

I was tasked to handle a cold chamber...

The cold chamber is meant for consumers to test out the performance of the explorer

gears,which are sold in the store, whether it really keeps ones warm and protect against the

windchill..


It is somehow also a type of fitting room which really simulates the actual condition to really test

the garments rather than those types of normal fitting room

where you could only see how it appeals on you..

The following photos is the cold chamber...

I am standing in front of the chamber

The cold chamber

The ice that is going to be removed tomorrow

Standing inside the chamber

By the way, the lowest temperature in the cold chamber is at -5 degree Celsius and it can be

more colder due to the windchill from the fan inside the chamber...

For the national geography store itself, there are apparels section, books section, photo gallery and many more unique section..

Its really more than just being a store and one of a kind...

So people out there must come down to visit the store ;)

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One for All

Now is 12.40am... Saturday...

I have not been blogging for the past 2 days as i have been working till very late...

Thursday has been my longest working day in my life... Worked until 3.30 am in the morning...

As the shop has been planned to open on Friday for the media to visit..Unpacked and tagged price tag over 50 cartons..-_-'''

Super shag..

I was allowed to begin work at a later timing for the next day...So reached work at 12 pm...

The day at work was in a rush... Everything has to be completed in time.. No time to spare..

Not even for a proper meal...

Has been having fats nutrients foods for lunch and dinner.. chicken rice..-_-'''

All was ordered for convenient sake..

And the store was super messy..

Everything was "dumped" into the store..-_-'''

Tomorrow will going to be tedious to repack the store..

The day ended with a group of blogger visiting the store...(Blogger ??-_-''' why am i not being invited ?)

Reached home at 11pm... Had late dinner again.... Hate it..

FATS FATS FATS FATS FATS FATS FATS FATS FATS
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In fitness debt...-_-'''..

Going to repay soon...

Barbarian's pet

What a fucking day...

Started the day as furniture mover ...-_-'''

Assisting a group of barbarian who speaks in Italian...

I was already in a bad mood being a furniture mover when the head of the barbarian hurl "FUCKING HELL" to me when he found out i misplaced a box of joint...

I was super snapped...

Suddenly feel a sense of humiliation for no reason....

After that box of priceless joint is found, I confronted that barbarian head whether did he scolded me...

But he denied.. And say that he did not hurl any vulgarities but say he did scolded but was on his worker..

Fucking barbarian...

I think the hell is full of his sperm as he keeps on fucking hell...-_-'''

Actually he did hurled such vulgarities on my colleague but he kept quiet...

So unfortunate that he hurled on me... Fucking pig barbarian...

He does not own the world...

Was nearly have to work till midnight but my expression clearly explained my mood to my managers...

So i left home early but at 9 pm...

What a fucking day !!

Gone with the wind

I just did something which i think is good for me...

Somehow...

Although it is mean but i have to..

Because i am still recovering...

The lose is hurtful but it will recover over time..

I am sorry...

Ntu Ah Beng -_-'''

Finally started work at Vivo City but i was 15 minutes late...

But we did not really begin the work on time... So it was somehow good to be late..LOL..

The job scope for today was to account the quantities the stock for different categories...Happen to know more about a girl called Amanda who was a bit kind of blur person...

She helped me to do the stock take... She was surprised to find out that i am NTU and thought that i was a Ah beng, working as a full timer...-_-'''

What the hell....

Stereotype..LOL..

Anyway i can feel that she was quite a nice person...

By the way, there is a nice little girl working with me, name Hideyat who can makes you laugh for her behavior or action sometime..

Damn lame and cute girl.... i am so glad to know her... LOL...

oh Sexy deyat.. LOL..

Ended work at 6pm and reached home at 7pm...

My mum cooked my favourite dish,hot dogs with chillies and tomatoes sauce !!!

She also cooked ginkgo nuts with barely seeds... Super delicious...

Haiz...

Don't know what to wear for tomorrow...-_-'''

Tough to be vain...

A rainy holiday

It has been raining whole day since yesterday...

Went to town to meet the Zhang's Couple... LOL...

Planned to catch "Cape No. 7" but could not get any single row for 3 persons.. Argh..

Suddenly feel so extra being alone... Should have asked along 1 girl friend to join us...

-_-'''...

In the end we did not watch the show.. but went to Mac for our late lunch...

Been eating Mac for meal... Super sinful...-_-''

Need to jog longer duration....

By the way, i have brought along my netbook to meet them as they interested to get one..

Mr Zhang seem determine to buy after watching the operation and understanding the purpose of a netbook...LOL...

So we went to the "Best denki" outlet at Takashimaya to check out the UMPC...

Eddie was so keen to get 1 netbook..Good Good..

After the netbook survey and magazine browsing at Kinokuniya, we went to wisma atrium...

Saw the lacoste sale still on... Look tempting.. But only left with larger size polo tees...

Went to porter international and saw a small leather sling bag which i have been long looking for...

Yes there it is... My December pay gift!!! LOL.. $207 !!!

Going to save for it !!!

Loves it..

Can't wait to own it ...

People there, hear it ? My birthday is coming soon 3 of Jan...LOL !!!

While on our way to takashimaya and home, we took some photos....

Mr Zhang aka Eddie and Me (Top and Bottom photos)

The Zhang's Couple ( Yanling and Eddie)

Me and Mrs Zhang (Yanling)

Edwin's Girl

Someone...

who will bite me,

who loves to rest against me,

who loves to hug me,

and who is cute to me...

There's my girl...;)

Raining Cats and Dogs

Great...Morning rain...-_-'''

Planned to jog in the morning.. but seem impossible..

Guess i have to plan my exercise routine again...

Should have went for my jogging yesterday night...

But now it is comfort to sleep at home...

What a nice holiday ;)

Meeting my couple friend later in town for a movie "cape No. 7" or chatting instead...

Running low in money.. I need to claim my money i spent in work !!!

Read the Sunday time newspaper on horoscope...

A quote for my Capricorn, "In the event of a major conflict, you probably have to be the grown-up and let things go"

Oh my god... Even the newspaper is giving the same advise..-_-'''

LOL !!!

Rainy evening

Going for my jogging soon...

Now using web-cam with my ex camp mate... Chatting about our past BGR experience.. LOL...

Poor guy.. Lost his 4 years BGR to a monkey ass face...

My 1st Blog

My 1st blog has become a place to remember the characters i have together with someone i loved most..

Where i makes her smile,

makes her cried and

makes her happy...

I really hope that she could have forgotten them...

Because i want it to be only meant for me to cherish and remember...

Sunday work

It is Sunday and i have just came back from work...-_-'''

Feeling s0 shag....

To tired to meet friend at town...

Thought of going for a jog later... Had deep fried food for the past few days...

Guess will need to jog longer to burn more fats..

But fortunately that i am resting tomorrow...

Really feeling very tired now.. Feel like napping for a while but i am dirty and sticky....

What should i do tomorrow O_o ??

Edwin

I have been listening to advises and suggestion for what i should do now..
But i know i can't and i know is crazy or rather disappointing to some of my friends...
Because i am Edwin...

2nd day at work

Started my day at Philips service center...

Went there to collect my DVD player...

The customer personnel was friendly and service orientated... Realise Philips after sale service was efficient and responsible...

In fact it was the first time that i keep receiving updates of the status of the things i sent...

Thumbs up for Philips!!!

Went to work straight after collecting my DVD player... Reached on time..

Had breads for my lunch before heading to our office..

Met a korean colleague who is waiting to study at polytechnic..

Quite a quiet guy... He had planned to study clean energy at NYP as it is the only polytechnic offering such course...

Hard to find such youngster to know clearly what he want to study.... Good..

Haha.. Sound that i am old.. -_-'''

Today at work was to train us on product knowledge... Was quite fun.. And i was mistaken as a intern with the company..LOL..

Guess because i stick close to some of them so somehow get mistaken..

The day at work ended with a briefing for tomorrow by our GM....

Tomorrow going to be a busy day and will be sweating like hell..

We will also going to have nerd photo shooting in the warehouse..LOL

Tomorrow faster come !!

My netbook

Finally got my Asus 900 HA UMPC !!!

Wahahaha...

In fact i am using it to blog now...

Has been waiting for today to come..

The redemption letter !!!

Received the letter from a post women... Was so happy to see the letter..

But needed to work today so thought i could not collect it today..

In the end my work ends early so manage to collect it on time... And even manage to buy a 2 gb ram from Sim Lim Square at a good deal....

The ram was brought to upgrade the netbook as the given ram is only 1 gb ram..-_-'''

Also brought a ide to usb converter as the netbook does not have a CD/DVD drive...-_-'''

Well... i loves it size and i could still external drive..

Anyway took some photo...LOL..The bo liao ness side of me...WAHAHA...





My first day at work was weird and somehow a gain for the part timer as we are pay for our training...

But the training was quite fun.. And somehow i get sabo to present...LOL...

Stage fright again...-_-'''

Damn embarrassed....

Anyway get to know some of the new part timer too...

Also get to know some of the new managers.. They seem to be those very friendly types.. Hopefully they do during work at sometimes...

Saw the new uniform... Really fits the image of the company...LOL...

Will show more photo in the coming weeks...

Going to help doing the price tag at the warehouse...Going to be a busy and hot day...

By the way, finally getting back my DVD player tomorrow... Yeah..

Looking forward for tomorrow !!

Finally

Finally starting work today..

But is going somewhere for product training...Guess will be training with new faces and some of my ex-colleagues..

But those of mine closet ones will be involved in the training due to school commitment..

Jo and Jerlyn misses you all.. :(

Can't wait for you all to join the company..

Heard there will be a huge crowd for the training later.. Wonder is there any babes ?? LOL..

Can't wait to see.. Wee Wee..

heehee...

Yesterday thoughts continue...

Finally went for my jogging yesterday amid my tonsillitis... and didn't lose much of my body fluid after the jog...

Just loves jogging as it somehow trains you to be more focus and determine in doing things and jogging somehow involve physical and metal training..

So i guess jogging is a must for everyone..

Forgotten to help my mum to do sweep and mop the floor because too engaged in my game.. Got sarcastic remarks from her.. -_-'''..

In the end helped to mop..

Has been addicted in playing a PC games call fallout3..

A 3rd person shooting game.. Quite similar to max payne but the graphic is better a lot and you will definitely needs a powerful graphic card to play..

The graphic effects are tremendously good and realistic...

I used cheats to play the game..

You know it will be more fun if you have powerful weapons in the beginning.. LOL..

Start to revise my Japaneses again.. My brain getting rusty..

Forgotten some of the stuff..

Back to study again.. Ha ha..

Guess that is my life.. LOL

Not again?

Bad..

My tonsillitis is occurring again..

I loves drinking hot soup which i guess somehow scalded my tonsil...And i don't drink much water... So maybe this are the factors which causes tonsillitis to occur...

Guess i need to stop jogging for the time being.. As it will cause me to experience dehydration which somehow may prolong the tonsillitis...

Less jogging means more fats and body becomes more susceptible to illness..

i will see how is my condition later...

Thought of going out later..But seem no company..

Met Veron yesterday and passed to her the games she wanted to play.. Hopefully could help her kill some time..

She was surprised that i actually look thinner..

Thinner to her ? Because a few weeks ago i just went to her wedding.. And she didn't realise it at that time..

Perhaps it is her 1st time to see me in my sleeping attire (a singlet and jogging short)..LOL..

Oh yeah.. She finally going to have her baby soon.. Wee wee....

A slash to my Dec salary

What a lost !

Received a call yesterday to start work today..

But couldn't commit because there will be someone coming to my house to install broadband..

I have to stay at home because none of my family is free other than me..

Signed up for its broadband promotion..

Has been wanting to get a UPMC but without spending any amount of money for it..Has been hoping there would be such promotion for broadband and it really happens..

Somehow, dreams came true for me.. LOL..

Speaking about dream, i dreamed of previous BGR.. LOL.. In fact i told my friend yesterday, who has been dreaming about his ex, that i have stop dreaming about my ex..

But it happen today.. -_-'''..

Better not to discuss it with anyone.. Otherwise dream again... LOL..

I have been trying hard to forget about my past BGR..

Hais...

Need to wait till 4 pm before any possible planning for today...-_-'''

About Yesterday

Went to meet up my camp mate, Gabe, for dinner and also to pass to him his lacoste polo tee.. One of his department manager join us too..

We dined at tampopo at Liang Court.. Ate their signature black pork ramen.. Its is really delicious especially the soup.. No wonder it is one of the top 10 ramen!! (Wonder if it means in Japan too)..

After dinner, we went to TCC at the Central..

Just realise from Gabe's manager that the degree from local university wasn't that attractive as compare with oversea degree of same quality...

And a 2nd class upper makes your future job to earn more and progress higher...

Stress..-_-'''

Gabe was as crappy as usual.. He seems doing well..

We went home straight after the drinks...:)

Monday Blue

Lazy day..

Suppose to help out my father today....

But he didn't wakes me up.... So now slacking at home..

Thought of going out later..But who can i find for companion?

My coffee is getting less warm.. Have not ate anything for breakfast...

-_-'''

Evergreen

I lie awake beside the windowsill
Like a flower in a vase
A moment caught in glass

The rays of sunlight come and beckon me
To a sleepy dreamy haze
A sense of summer days

If only I could stop the flow of time
Turn the clock to yesterday
Erasing all the pain

I've only memories of happiness
Such pleasure we have shared
I'd do it all again

This scenery is evergreen
As buds turn into leaves, the colours live and breathe
This scenery is evergreen
Your tears are falling silently

So full of joy, you are a child of spring
With a beauty that is pure
An innocence endures

You flow right through me like a medicine
Bringing quiet to my soul
Without you I'm not whole

This scenery is evergreen
I need you far too much, I long to feel your touch
This scenery is evergreen
You've always been so dear to me

This scenery is evergreen
It sorrow at the sight of seeing you so sad
This scenery is evergreen
I wish that I could dry your tears

The bells have rung, the time has come
I cannot find the words to say my last goodbye
This scenery is evergreen
You've always been so dear to me