Nat Geo gathering

I cannot believe myself....

I went clubbing at Butter Factory !!!

It was a gathering with my Nat Geo colleagues....

And someone went to... perhaps my present will give her more security....

Anyway it was the 1st time that i really dance for my clubbing experience!

LOL...

Perhaps I was motivated by my group of more than 10 colleagues who was dancing....

I realize clubbing should go with a big group then will be more fun and daring! LOL

Actually I wasn't familiar with the music played as all were R&B music...

Anyway I just joined the crowd to dance...

In fact I did not drink any alcohol at all...Only a cup of gassy sprite...

And I still manage to dance ! LOL...

I did figure out how to do the basic dance if you really have no dancing experience at all...

Just wriggle like the motion of a worm...LOL..

This comedy dance would definitely makes other laugh!

Laugh relief stress !

A moment of such embarrassment makes others feel better! why not ? LOL..

My perspective...

That is how I tell some of my colleagues...

After all...

You just need to move your body to show you are dancing d^_^b...

That night was the ugliest way I could ever dance... LOL

Everyone was simply enjoying!

SimplY=_=Edwin

Shit

Missed out some Christmas greet to some close friends....

Fuck...

How good friend i am v-_-v....

Anyway ...

Belated Merry Christmas my friends and sisters !!!

Diminishing

1 week has gone....

Gradually...

A few more days later will make a few more weeks to be gone....

A few more weeks later will be make a few more months to be gone....

A few more months later will be make a few more years to be gone....

And eventually...

Everything will be gone....

du_ub

Edwin will be gone....

Getting close

Sure luck today....

Received call for Toshiba interview....

My application was selected...

I guess i need to put in more effort in my FYP....

Heard they love to ask about the project...

Getting closer to Japan...

n^_^n

Sudden

Weird...

Having fever with unknown cause....

No sore throat...

My mum believe it could have been the spicy dry prawn cracker which i eat might be the root cause...

Yeah...

Yesterday also went to Tanjong Pagar for Korean steamboat, which is spicy... Add more fuel right ?

And did not went home to rest early but accompany my once a while meet up friends to City Hall...

And we walked...

Although the distance doesn't seems long but enough to make me feel terrible....

Until now...

I still feel cold and feverish...

Tomorrow seem to be 1 of the important date...Anticipating for it....but I don't feel so good...

Coming

Last paper ended today.... Badly...

But nevertheless...

The day is over.....

Nothing to feel remorse about the carelessness in the paper...

As i am more of an internal locus of control kind of character person... d-_-b

What next for the coming weeks....

Will be busying working...

Doing FYP...

Learning some programming stuff....

Just did some reading for some applications...

Realize that there are prerequisite....

Programming languages....

Anyway to make the learning process faster ?

25 years old....

Turning 26 years old in 29 days later...

d*_*b

Slack

8 days before my last paper...

Seem too long...

Don't feel any sense of urgency to clear any doubts for my last paper....

It seems that I am already in my holiday mood...

Oh my god...

Seeking motivation...

Many of my friends going for oversea trip in the coming months....

Envy...

I was suppose to go to Thailand again...

But the fare is too expensive...

And i have been to Thailand twice in this year...

Hopefully...

I could have a couple trip to Taiwan next year...

SimplY-_-Edwin Inspirational LIFE

It is so hard to fulfill your dream when everything turns odd

Nevertheless, we are born with the Determination to fight for it!

Holiday

After my last paper on 4th Dec...

HOLIDAY !

But it won't be a break from exam rest for me...

Need to warm up my FYP engine...

Seem quite behind from the planned time frame...

Got to start my report early...

Because....

Next semester is a no easy life for me...

Returning back to Nat Geo store to work again....

Anticipating for the unforeseen outcome for my medical report...

Hefty fee for my medicine soon..

Shag...

I have just upgraded my laptop OS to Windows 7

And manage to get XP to work in the OS...

It is finally fulfilling its role for my FYP...

Finally!

simplY-_-Edwin

Dead Brain

Finally...

Clear 2 exams...

The Feeling remains....

Dead Brain in exam...

My hunch is that I am going to make history for myself and my design module...

If not going to fail...

Then there will be a tremendous impact to my CGPA...

Graduating in 2011....

Shag....

Simply d-_-b Edwin

Existence?

Finally...

I have cleared all my assignments !

Road to EXAM 2009 continues....

LOL

Why....

Whenever there is feelings for someone...

I will make things worse...

I feel that my existence should not be present to someone....

Maybe not at all times ?

Perhaps will be better...

Simplyd-_-b|||Edwin

Demanding ?

Got the same update again...

Why is it a common excuse everywhere ?

Can't we just admit and explain the situation than simply excusing "it is in process" ?

Laissez-Faire ?

Where is the priority when it is already lag by 2 months...

Am I the only persistent one?

But I think everyone is different...

Anyway now it is mid of Nov...

Unlikely to get the reimbursements until December...

Hopefully I could get it by then...

Or

My resolution...

Someone with higher authority...

Maybe I will be kicked out from the trial...

LOL...dn_nb

Anyway..

I think I have incur some pressure on to my coordinator...

Poor thing...

Or pissed her ?

Hope it is not making the situation worse...

I should pest my new incoming coordinator from now...

P.s: I am Sorry! du_ub

Ready

It is a Sunday today....

But went back to school...

Trying to finish the last assignment...

With my group mates...

In fact weekends is no different with weekday ever since becoming a undergrad....

Saw a lot people in schools...

Of Course...

Exam around the corner...

But we manage to finish the questions...

Left with the programming part....

Just finished edited my CV...

Left the formal photo...

Before sending it to my tutor for suggestion again...

Really appreciate his help...

Think I should return him with some IT cum green stuff...

Because he is seriously an IT savvy and ...

environmentally conscious person...

Gone ?

Suddenly...

I miss the thoughts we share...

the things we saw...

the concerns we care...

the messages we laugh with...

and the time we spent...

How much I hope that we can be like as before than now...

du_ub

Over

Finally ...

One of the most intense moment of my life has ended, with a near to perfect presentation...

It could have been better though...

Just a moment of changes nearly make me unable to present further...

So image how good i am in memorizing....

I realize that i have started to love presenting...

LOL...

The feel when everyone is listening to you...

I have just started to initiate a speak English Campaign at home.... Except with my father as he can't speak English at all...

So people, when converse with me please speak English !

heehee ...d^_^b

Sing

What makes me to post a sing tonight as I am going to give presentation tomorrow !

It was also the word always mention by my leader during our discussion in the morning..."We must sing together tomorrow! We are the world, we are the children...d+_+b|||" However, the rehearsal during the discussion was a failure for me as my stage fright occurs again... Maybe I am not well prepare enough...

Keep pausing my speech in the middle of the presentation...

I am trying hard not to present but share the points...

But I am constrained by my incapability to pronounce some words...

I realise I could present well in Chinese....

It is my last presentation for this semester...

I will give in my best shot this time round..

Going to rehearsal thousands time...

At least present a smooth flow for my slides...

豁出去了！

五十四岁

Yesterday...

Celebrated my 老媽 birthday again, which according to the Chinese calendar falls on yesterday...

Had steam boat and brought a tiramisu cheese cake by Bakerzin with "Happy Birthday Mum !" written...

Too bad i could not afford any present for her due to my present situation...

But believe she could understand...

Anyway i did promise to bring her to China's Jiu Zai Go on my 1st pay bonus... heehee...

Where to find such a son....

Thick faced skin Edwin... d^_^b

The lovely couple ( who do i look like d^_^b)

Fire!

The situation is getting colder...

Trying hard to melt it.... d-_-b|||

FIRE! FIRE! FIRE!

I need FIRE !

Help ...

Argh.......

Cold d-_-b|||

54

Happy Birthday !

Today marks my mum 54 birthday !

Went to Ichiban Sushi at Jurong Point with my family, except my dad as he doesn't like Japanese food, for her birthday dinner...

I can see from her expressions that she seems enjoying the food and the time there...

Good...

Tomorrow will be her Chinese birthday which we will be preparing a cake and steam boat for her...

Guess she will likes it..

Thinking to get her favourite Tiramisu cheese cake by Bakerzin....

heehee

d^_^b

Crisis

My financial crisis is back !!!

I failed my FQ...

Getting more and more broke...

Now in debt with citi bank...

Need to source for money to clear it...

Going against my principal again...

Hate it...

Can't wait for my bursary to come...

Pathetic...

But need to survive...

Unneccessary burden...

Already trying hard to put out some flame... More fuel coming in...

Worst still, one of my financial assistance got rejected...

Guess they could not support short term assistance... Somehow it is hard to project out feeling to tell others why we need help....

Facts are not transparent....

Cannot wait to break away from my student's life...

7 more months to go...

Japan here i come ! d^_^b

Beng

Went for a hair cut today...

Did not turn out what i expected...

My sister thought i look like a little pony...

Going to be a laughing stock for the next few weeks...

Shit...

d-_-b|||

No choice...

Cannot glue my hair back....

Copy & Paste

SHAG!

Now preparing the power slides for my last HRM presentation...

Simply copy and paste...

No idea how to present tomorrow....

SHAG!

Exercise Regime

Finally fulfill my cardiology exercise...

But almost giving up in the 4th round...

Getting harder to breath and my leg feel tiring...

Shag....

Anyway i have started to integrate another exercise for my abdominal exercise set, the Bicycle abs exercise...

Hmm...

Don't really feel the intensity...

Perhaps not enough repetitions....

Hmm....

Anyway, here is my regime:

Abs exercise set:

1. Roller exercise: 3 sets of 15 reps
2. Deep using arms of my sofa: 3 sets of 25 reps
3. Bicycle abs exercise: 3 sets of 30 reps

Strenuous exercise set:

1. Biceps exercise using dumb bell: 3 sets of 20 reps
2. Upper body muscle: 3 sets of 20 reps
3. Triceps exercise using dumb bell: 3 sets of 30 reps
4. Pull up using door flame: 3 sets of 8 reps

Cardio exercise:

1. 4.8 Km Jogging

So....

Anyone interested ?

d^_^b heehee

I have created this logo out of my "bo liaoness"....d-_-b|||

Why stop anticipation ?

Because i have been anticipating for something which is making me to...

lose my mind,

lose my focus,

and becoming paranoid....

For this behavior, i lose my last relationship...

Whenever i anticipate i will do something weird...

I should do without anticipating for anything return...

Even if so, it will just be a compliment...

This should be my last crap...

No more and nothing to anticipate anymore...

老妈说的，这是我的过度期。。。

WildType

Went for my regular checkup yesterday...

Then to find out that there is a comment on my result that it is a wild type... LOL...

I am wild !!!

Wahahhahahahahahaha....

I bite!!!

heehee...

Wild Post

Speaking of wild, i have never thought that my thoughts could be so "wild" to change the behavior of others....

A change that...

makes one staying away,

makes one trying to prevent the misunderstanding,

makes one depressing without realizing it,

makes one anticipate to become paranoid,

Lastly,

makes one giving up for his and her good...

It was not so before the post...

Every SMS was unintentional...

Perhaps keeping every thoughts secret will remain everything as normal...

It was not so now...

Cold Hot

Sunday...

Went back to school...

Did not expect the usual reading room to be so cold...

Did brought along my sweater...

But too thin...

Even on the bus and train is still so cold...

Think caught a mild flu....

Shag...

Left with 31 days...

Road to Exam 2009! d=_=b|||

Courting

I don't believe in courting someone to make a relationship to be true...

I think it is a torturing and meaningless process...

What will you gain if everything still turns against you in the end?

Tears? Truth ? Lies ?

Or sympathetic ?

Yeah... You may got her/him in the end if everything goes well...But what is next ?

It is still the chemistry that arose and the like for one another that matters most.

Let nature takes its course....

Blue Ocean

After weeks of battling for the way out of the Red Ocean....

We have finally reached the choke of the Blue Ocean....

But it was too shallow and narrow for the 5 of us to swim across the choke...

Some debris to remove and smoothen the sides of the inner bank before we can finally reach the Blue Ocean on next Thursday.... d=_=b|||

Most importantly...

The Sea Monster did not come...

*Phew... Heng...

Focus

Realize....

I have no clear focus presently...

Have been committing across my learning and relationship curve... I should focus on elements which identify me...

In fact this trigger me when i was trying to figure out the focus of our Blue Ocean Strategy...

d-_-b|||

LOL...

Anyway... It is a mess....

Seem out of the point...And amazingly, my mates don't realize it...

Going to experience a big bang by fatty heng ...

"Yo Alice, stop pestering and dragging me into your wonderland !" d=_=b!@#$%^&^*()

Need to stop dreaming...

All dead

Oh my god...

So down in luck recently...

Probook gives me a shock....

Less than a week....

The keyboard button came off...

5 years old mp3 went dead...

Now ...

My 'diamond' went deaf...

Shit Luck d=_=b|||...

Friend

Again....

Thinking...

Problem lies within me......

Behaving weird....demanding....

Expecting something....

I need to relax and calm down...

So...d^_^b

Hey friend !

Guessing

I am wondering....

What I want...

d^_^b...

She does have...

What she want....

....d+_+b

Do I have ?

I have been considering for her....

Perhaps good for me too...

Lately...

I have been messaging her...

Maybe she has been very sick......

Or she is considering for me....

do_Ob??

After all.....

I am simply guessing d=_=b

Lantern

My lantern festival....

Passed over with a soccer game in the afternoon....

Quiz revision in the night...

d-_-b|||..........

Plain....L d=_=b I di_ib Fd+_+b E d0_0b.....

AND the bad news .....

My 5 years old mp3 is finally dead...

Getting its descendant soon .... soon ?

Edwin

I have been thinking....

Problems of myself...

Personal...

Which i am still handling and overcoming....

Why should I burden someone else...

How can i commit for someone else...

Because in the end...

Everything I did will be just a perfunctory satisfaction...

Yeah...

It is not the right time yet...

Perhaps when I feel comfort being myself, that will be when I feel comfort with someone else...

Simply Edwin

d-_-b d*_*b d0_0b

Dumb

Random thought suddenly...

I have been thinking about my school design module assignment...

Aan assignment which at the end of the day which we will only know our grade...

We will never know what we are doing is correct...

What is the point then ?

Simply wasting money...

Truly paying for the sake of the certification...

Fading

I realise that i have been trying to get attention...

And i feel that i am running out of way to get the attention...

I feel like giving myself some break...

She is not reacting or responding....

Should i withdraw ?

I am in dilemma....

I am still looking for ways to ignite the Bunsen burner for the chemistry...

And searching alone will never generate the right formula...

All are just my assumption..

I need some reaction... d-_-b|||

Confession

At 10.11 pm on 22/9/9...

I have finally sent the long awaiting message..

A message not only will comes to a decision, it will also reveal the consequence of a relationship...

Perhaps, this time. we will really kept a distant away...

Although there will be embarrassment in the future...

I believe we will forget...

And over time...

All will gone with the wind...

Down

My life have been feeling disappointed recently...

Never though that things will went to such extend...

My anticipation was just merely my own imagination...

I cannot believe that I could actually dreamed about it...

Unfortunately...

Life has to goes on....

Distant

The moment I saw that reply......

A moment I feel like a fool......

What if something happen to me d-_-b||| ?

Will she know ?

She know that I only have that number, can't just check often ?

Why ?

The reply is just so simple.....

I can conclude that she doesn't bother about my present any more.....

If so...

Let's keep a distant....

Myself

I have been wondering where the problems lie...

My immaturity ?

Eagerness ?

Or myself ?

After several time wasting of thinking and precious times speaking & listening to my "sister", I should give myself some break...

Although is hard to implement than plan, I have to try...

Do I have a choice ?

Confession ?

I don't think so...I will make myself to feel even worse...

So remedy is to stand up and run towards my academic goals !

Distraction is the best solution.d~_~b

Eagerness

I have been wondering...

Why am i behaving so paranoid...

i have guessed everything wrongly?

Or the signal was just merely a coordinator's concern?

Or I am too eager and not willing to lose something?

Or I am immature enough?

How d?_?b...

2 presentation on the coming week...

Dying...

Broken

Random moment...

Hard to define the motivation for this post...

Just random...

Nothing to show me the time other then the integration of time with contacts...

Revival is to replace it...

It will be more convenient for me to know the time...

Unexplainable effects

I have been caught in the feeling of missing someone although we are no more than just a friend or our other relationship...

So confusing...

I can't feel anything right now...

Perhaps there is distraction...

Perhaps she has enough...

Or it is just a one sided admiration...

I think i need distraction...

Suppose too....

With tons of assignments and reports coming in this semester....

d-_-b...... struggling hard to cope....

Unsettle...

My FYP is really "hanging me in the air"....

From predictive system to relating to my IA ...

When can i feel secure with my FYP...

I am stuck with it....

Help...???

Fever scare...

I have just recover from a fever after a vacation in Thailand...

It is claimed to be incurred due to a stomach flu by Dr Ng... d-_-b|||...

In fact, i had vomited in the morning on my departure day... and was already feeling terrible during the sleeping hours...

Dying ...

Anyway i did visit the professional to ascertain my health's status...

A 2 day rest after the 3 hours waiting in the polyclinic...

LOL... d+_+b...

Work in progress...... d-_-b |||......

Readers....

Pardon my plain presentation of my blog !!!

I was experimenting some new blog skin but unable to retrieve back the original template...

But i will come up with my own skin soon..

But i need to communicate in html to familiarize the languages first..

HOW ???

Times will tell...

I am catching a show tomorrow alone.. Wonders how it feels.. Can't wait..

heehee d^@^b

The Uncertainty

It has been bothering me ever seen i resumed my study life...

"Where will i be when i am there ?"

I have been thinking, hesitating, worrying...

"How should i define my life ??"

<---------------Where is my direction?"

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V -----------------------------> d*_*b???????????????????????

One month dust d-_-b'''

"ah hoo!!!!"

cough* cough* cough*

lame...

LOL..

But seriously speaking, i have been out from blogging action for very long while...

Today marks my after 1 month return to blogging action!!! LOL.. (hopefully)

I have been really busy with work...

But i did get myself involved in the GSS since i am working at Orchard Central!!!

I also just got a HTC touch diamond 2 wor..

Sparkling cool *****

Dou itashimasude !!!

Dusty Post

Dear Readers......

Pardon for my disappearance from the blogging scene for so long for i have been rushing my IA report for the pass few weeks!!!!

Anyway my post remain the same because i wants to let you know that i have not been blogging for very long !!!!!^_^...

I have more than i thought to blog, with things which i keep recalling;

My Thailand Trip!!! Experiences in work, video and photos etc...

Nevertheless, this blog of my thoughts will keep on flowing everything on the WWW...

Cheap skate...

Oh my god...
I am selling myself for the sake to compete for my final Year Project...
But my specialized project seems not enough to meet the demand...
Finally there are some more project coming in today...
But today is a public holiday...
Who will work ?
Lame..

I have to blame myself...

Work

I started to feel a sense of responsibilities at work...

I starts to regain the interest in my work....

How much i hopes that i could commit more time at work than trying to log my progress....

Perhaps i could work better if i do not have to write my report...

I am beginning to define my passion for life...

Hopefully....

An ordinary day for an early birthday

Went to celebrate my buddy birthday at city link NYNY...

Had a quarter of the yankee burger and a spare rib main dish...

Managed to finish my orders...

Anyway going to increase my training session...OMG..

I am earning fats...-_-'''

I got a hunch...
Someone is avoiding my sms...
Perhaps she forgets to reply or did not receive it...
But my reply was fast...
And the content isn't difficult to reply...
I wonders why...

Lovely 8 hours sleep

I slept early yesterday...10.30 pm

Was having a nasty flu...

And i was super moody...

I dropped my netbook....

Fuck...

But amazingly, it works as usual...

Guess today i should have enough focus to log my progress....

I took a few nice pictures for the past few days....

Enjoy.....

The cover page...

Someone birthday wor....
I went to flyers again...

The comedy YL !!

Lovely friday...

Finally manage to sleep past 6.30 am again...

I missed such a full day rest...

I guess i need it most considering my present health situation...

Perhaps i should quit one of my job... which is obvious...

My mum seems know that i needed to rest badly...

She realises that my eye's shadow seem darker...

I could feels her warm care...

I hopes that i could hug her...

I hates tomorrow ....

Shit day

Woke up more early than usual...

So that i could reach ICA building early to get my passport without being late for work...

Everything goes pretty well until when my stomach felt discomfort...

Alighted at TB to give it a try but to find out that i have to travel far for the restroom...

OMG!!!

I boarded the train again and endure...

But it seem intolerable.. So i alighted at TP and the restroom was nearby...

GOOD!!!

Thought i was late and it really seem so when i reached ICA building as there was already a long queue waiting to enter...

Fortunately, i does not need to wait for long...

But i found out from the counter that i actually owns an international passport...

SAD!!!

I did not bring or remember i possess one... I even denied it...

I have to go back again on Saturday....~_~'''

SIAN...

Unintentional

I know she does not mean it because she does not know...
But the moment i heard what she have say, i think i shall leave her alone...
Perhaps those early messages were just meant to show her admiration for me...
I really don't know her well...
Perhaps her early chemistry was just a while...
I have been imagine and paranoid unnecessary...

为何恋人只有在分手后才知道珍惜？

I am no Superman

I am tired...

I have thought of giving up whatever i do...

My report, my exercises, my logbook, my blog, my work, my cares etc...

Just to have more rest and sleep...

But I have even requested to work for another 2 months... And increase my other job schedule...

Which means i will not even have a Saturday afternoon to rest...

I am exhausted...

But i need to distract and survive...

Perhaps only a pain will makes me stop...

Finally !!!

I have finally brought the tickets for the movie which i long wanted to catch...

"Detroit Metal City"!!!

And also fortunate to have a companion for the show...

Someone special to me somehow...

But am i...

Anyway can't wait for the day to come!!! ^(*~*)^

烦烦烦。。。

So shocking to hear the news...

Although i am accepted, but it does not sound so good...

I guess i need to look at the brighter side of my life...

Guess there will be more appointments to come...

I wonder how i am going to pass my IA...-_-'''

Anyway thanks to it, i am able to know it earlier before anything go worse....

I should resume my jogging...

More fruits and vegetables, please !!!!! (*~*)

LOL..

No april fool...

Everything for today seem went smoothly...

Those pains was just awhile..

Did not manage to rest well at the place...

The "thing" does not even seem to help me...

Anyway i took cab home in the end as many seem disagree the idea of going home alone...

But $15...

Good deal 0..O ???

April fool ??

I am going for something serious on April fool day...

It is no kidding..

Poking a small needle into my body to get some sample...

LOL...

Heard i am going to be drowsy on my way home...

Preferably to have someone accompany me home...

I wonders who is kind or care enough 0..O???

Anybody ????

I will be at 南U海的了v俄l2....LOL

A new beginning

Today marks the 1st day of work for my second site...

Some of my previous site colleague has already start "running the show" at my new site...

Did not contribute much... Because i do not have a proper personal protective equipment...

Again...-_-'''

Let's just look forward for tomorrow...

I believe there is some chemistry between us...
But we seem trying to deny...
Those messages were pretty obvious...
But am i the only person to feel so???
~_~'''

老哥的生日

Happy 27th birthday!!!

Today is my brother....

My mum and i did a small celebration for him...A birthday cake and 2 chilli crabs!!!!

but without my kawaii sister who is now having oversea attachment at Thailand...

(By the way, she is the one who remember my brother birthday ~_~'''' ops!!)

Anyway, i have some photos and a video...

Oh...

I am finally transfer out of the site... Going to reunite with my project engineer!!!

It is photo times !!!

The birthday dishes

The 27th years old boy's cake

Do we look alike 0_O?

My mum and brother... (I loves this picture!!!)

The slicing moment

The birthday boy video

Petty

I don't know why...

I am in a bad mood today after i reached home...

I was easily agitated by any comments...

I don't seem to bother the way i behave when i am doing things..

I just throw instead of put...

Supper moody...

I don't even feel like doing anything...

I just suddenly feel that i am directionless

Fuck .... Fuck.... Fuck.... Fuck....

I need a place to shout out my disappointment...
A beach ?
I hope that i am keeping people away from me...

I am too shag...

I need someone...

Who and where are you ?

0..O????????????

??????????????

?????????

Happy 9 months for Dino & Little angel!!!! ^_^

Scapegoat

My blood pressure hits 200 after my dinner ...-_-''''

A terrible thing happens today....

Super fucking pissed with people at work...

The "soon to die" COW get snapped again for the same saga again...

All thanks to our PM doubtful sentence...."ALL are already cover"

Oh yeah...

My senior and i were the unfortunate persons to be called upon by the COW through our engineer... And what even further pissed me off is what the engineer replied to me,

Me:" why?"

邦仔:" COW want to fuck you all for what you all did!“

The COW reprimanded us for not doing our job properly and irresponsible with my work... And he wanted us to get out of the site...

ＷＨＡＴ THＥ　ＦＵＣＫ 0＿ｏ？？？

I was so lost...

When did i not being responsible in my work?

And there was more than 2 of us doing the work!!!

Are we suppose to represent everyone ?

And i did not retaliate with what the COW accused me for and i agreed with him apologetically...-_-'''

I was also disappointed as there was no supervisor around to handle the COW...

I suddenly feel no protection from my company...

Which company would wants its staff to be reprimanded by other company ?

I start to realise or have a clearer picture of the incident while having my dinner..

Fuck... It was too late to realise...

I actually feel a sense of humiliation and accusation of my responsibility by the COW..

The COW does not stands the right to say those comments... He simply lost all his logical thinking for the sake of getting a chance to scold someone...

I think it has becomes a habit to him that he did it without thinking who he is reprimanding at....

If i am rich enough, i could have sued him for accusation and humiliation...

I had even though of informing my mentor about the issue....

What the fuck....

Can i quit the company ???

No Love

Attended my camp mate wedding today...

Met some of my camp mates and sat on the same table...

CH is still the same... Always seem so desperate for a relationship and a marriage...

Of course he has to because he is already 30 years old...

He has always been looking forward for 1 since my army times...

We could imagine how he feels when his expression exposed himself...-_-'''

He hope so much that the bridal was him...

Did saw the newly wed... The bride looks young and pretty...

A compatible couple in fact...

I wonder how does a women able to decide to give the trust to someone else for life 0_0？？？

It can't be simply just an answer...

It takes feeling and tears to decide...

I have always been looking forward for some chemistry to happen...

But today, for some reason, i changed my mind...

Because i know i will give up my priorities in my life over an uncertain relationship...

Perhaps i need someone who really care and support me...

I need to learn to trust...

Safe and Sound

My sister finally reached Thailand !!!

I had just did a webcam conversation with her...

Her apartment was good...Huge and spacious...

I guess my mum should has a moment of relief than i do...

After listening to my sister answers...

Anyway we did agree to online chat using Skype at 10pm daily if we could...

Going to miss her a lot... ---___---''''''

A moment of relax

Have been very busy recently...

Logging my attachment progress everyday for the sake of today assessment..

Only manage to sleep for a few hours...

Finally the assessment is over...

Meet up with Jon Won for dinner at Novena Fish soup Been Hoon stall...

This young Korean lad has wanted me to bring him to places for local popular dishes...

I have finally made my promise...

Went to heeren and brought a pair of Van sneakers...I feel a bit to rush to buy...-_-'''

Nevertheless,i have one more choices for matching my clothing....

i did saw the back pack i have been looking for but is quite expensive..Eastpack...

My sister has left home for oversea attachment at Thailand...

Going to miss her for 5 months...

Hope that she will enjoy herself at there...

I wonder where she is now 0..o???

The Chemistry Formula

I have found a new chemistry after 6 months... But it seem more difficult to formulate the maths...-_-'''

Because she has already her own chemistry...The best way to know the chemistry is to test out the formula...

But it seem causing side effects...

I need to review my formula again...

Everything seem matchable to what i have predicted...

Perhaps it was just coincidence...

LOVE is not a one sided relationship...
It needs compromises...

EMO year

This year has been very messy...

And i predicted more to come...

If it does not work out without even a single attempt to solve together...

I think divorce is the best solution to be...

I know her wells..

She planned too... She could have did it 20 years ago...but she did not.. For the sake of us...

She could do it now.... No one to spare a thought for....

I agree too..

I appear to be what everyone believes but i am not to those who is knowledgeable medically...

It is obviously a financial burden even thought she thinks she can support...

She has been dealing with his incorrigible habit... She cried again...

It is my health which only i can handle with...

I loves your care and concern...

But don't ask me what my post means because this is a place for my thoughts...

The 21st Event.

Have been missing out in blogging action for 1 week...

Have been very busy with work.. Rushing to meet the deadline on 070309..

So have been committing over time work... Thus always reach home late and turning in when i reached home...

Anyway, today marks the big day for my sister who is turning 21st this year...

She invited 20 over friends, from primary school till her current school, to our house to celebrate her 21st brithday...

We did our groceries the day before and was worry that the food might not be enough...

But fortunately, it seem more than enough...In fact, one of my colleague who is also a ex colleague of my sister, brought bo bo cha cha and a sweet corn desert for the event...

Infinity thanks to jessie !!!

Most of the guest arrived for the event and seem comfortable with the arrangement...Frankly speaking, it is the 1st time to set up such a crowded event at our house...

We had the cake cutting ceremony and had photo taking session..

Speaking about the cake, it is a 2 Kg cake called lychee Martini and specially order and brought from a neighborhood bakery shop, called pine garden cake, located at Ang Mo Kio... It is quite popular and cheap for 1 slice which sells from $2.50 to $3...

Anyway it takes a lot of hard work to bring it back home as it is sensitive to human...LOL...

The guest enjoyed their socializing moment before they called it a day at 6pm plus...

Overall the event went pretty well...

Btw, my sister loved the Baby G watch i brought for her... I will show u the picture why in my next posting...

In the meanwhile, please enjoy reading my words...-_-'''

200209 DIP gang hangout !

After several hectic days of industrial attachment and school works,

my Dip group finally had the 2nd dinner gathering at Tampopo!

Although not all the members turned up, the gathering seem went well and everyone did seem enjoyed the gathering...

It was fortunate that i had made reservation. There was 20 over consumers waiting to dine at the restaurant.

Went over to candele for cakes after dinner...

Not really so good place for cakes... Would prefer Bakerzin.. LOL...

We played some IQ games...

The games did really make us think...

Photos time and

Also a video clip ..^_^


Dinner at Tampopo


Ladies of the night
Candele owner
3rd chocolate Cheese cakes



The Clip...*_*

9am to 9pm daily

LOL...-_-'''

I nearly caused the inspection for today to be called off...

I have been given a new task... To do coordination and preparation for inspection for the following day...

Too late to do a pretesting for equipments in the upper level and did not expect that the Clerk Of Work would want to inspect the upper level first... Great-_-''''

Screwed up... Found out one of the control component not installed and not linked to our computer control management system.... Good...

Anyway some things already know before hand...LOL...

Fortunately the COW was in good mood... And we manage to convince him with the following similar inspection before he called it a day due to personal reason....

Heng...-_-''''

But from today onwards... we have to commit till 9pm at most...

I have not even logged my progress....

Shit life...

Fluyy Monday

My body is still recovering from my sleep deficit on Saturday...

I am still having flu...

I feel like going home early today...

Don't planned to work over time...

But it seems imminent..-_-'''

Ended my day with a worsen flu..

I am counting my complaints....-_-'''

IF

It was a sudden thought for me...
I wonders what are my 'IFs'?

If i could begin my academic phase again,
i would plan a doctoral path...-_-'''

If i could begin my secondary school life again,
i would plan for a long term relationship...-_-'''

If i could have more money,
i would plan for a China trip with my parent...-_-'''

If i could have more time,
i would plan for personal indulgences...-_-'''

Generally, i just need to plan to fulfill myself...

My valentine partner, Miss Air -_-'''

Happy Valentine day !!!!

LOL...

Supposed to work over time (OT) today...

But today is valentine day !!!

So manage to excuse myself from doing OT...

Had a Valentine date with Miss Air...LOL...

Stay at home after work...

And had a good nap..

Went for K session yesterday till this morning 3.30am...
Reached home around 4am..
Manage to sleep for only 2 hours..

Thus, the napping was good enough to replenish my lack of sleep..-_-'''

Saturday is my only day to rest and do my own person stuff....

Basically i am working almost everyday...

I just need my Saturday's afternoon for a good rest...

I have still have a lot of planning to do...
K session with some of my colleagues and meet up with my former DIP mates..

Hope that is one more day in a week...

OT saga

Crap...-_-'''

Nearly get snapped at the end of my work...

I was stopped from going home suddenly by the new assistant manager...

Again their own people...

Can't they inform us earlier before they want us, the cheapest labour ( attachment students), to do OT？

Thanks to their sudden or extra work...

My gastric pain recurred again yesterday...

Fucking painful...

Fucking pissed...

Panda cakes saved my yesterday..

Who will cares and knows ?

Edwin do..-_-'''

PhD studies ?

I have been reading emails on PhD studies scholarship...

But whenever the GPA requirement is mention...

It did turned me off...

It will be or impossible to achieve it now given my current GPA...

But doing research was what i have been planned to do when i graduate...

Is really someone of 2nd upper or 1st class honor quality only suitable for research work or such application ?

Discrimination ?

I hope i can stop dreaming...

The 080209

I was back to work at Nat Geo....

Full Shift...

Someone was suppose to work and had lunch and breaks together ...-_-'''

Fortunate to have Jo and Winson to accompany for my meals...

LOL...

Anyway forgetful is part of time killer...

Forgiven !!!

LOL...

090209 super shag now...

Where is the welfare ?

I am really pissed off with the management of the company...

The full time staff there will never care about the welfare of the student...

What they have in their mind after getting their on time salary was work..

How will the work progress if you cannot even met the basic welfare of your employee?

Is it really so hard to submit a few forms to the financial department ?

All the delay is because they don't care and the attachment students already there does not dare to voice out...

-_-''''FUCK !!!

Wasting life

I realise when i always reach home...

i will slag..

i will not do things which i have planned...

i can't help...

I just feel so tired...

Save me...-_-'''

My Day

Not going out any where today...

Planned to source for references for my industrial attachment report and logbook...

Suppose to meet up with my friends today...

Reason is due to constraint again...

American Car Makers

I have been wondering why is the American car maker is struggling badly than the Japanese and European car makers and going bankruptcy soon...

My brother explained that the wealthy will go for European cars while the commoner will go for efficient and affordable Japanese cars...

The American car lies between them..

Oh that is why... -_-'''

Where ?

An engineer or a salesperson or a teacher ?

I have always wanted to do R&D when i graduated...

It is somewhere i believe i could contribute or improve the life quality of mankind...

but somehow my degree will not convince my future employer...

To where should i stand is still unknown...

I am still defining it...

Somehow, i just need such compass ...

My CNY outfits

Oh my God...

Today is the 3rd day of Chinese New Year...

This year Chinese New Year seem shorter than usual...

So sad...

Anyway i did enjoy my past 2 holidays...

My "traditional" attire　

大年初一

大年初二


Taken at a park which we pass by.. i look damn nerd...-_-'''
My cousin who look like my ex girl friend..LOL...

27th

It is 27th again again again again again again......

Happy 7 month to Dino and Little angel !!!

Hope the lovely almond tree and guava land will STAY FOREVER in the memories !!!

Feverish sleep

Yesterday was terrible...

i had fever after my bath...

I felt extraordinary cold...

Popped in 2 panadol for cold before i sleep...

And drank plenty of water...

The night was not for me to sleep but rather a night for me to battle with my fever...

I wake every 2 hours to drink water and pee..

It was fortunate that the panadol did take effect and i sweat profusely...

The fever was gone for good...

But i keep waking up every 2 hours to make sure that i keep my tonsil from drying...

The scarification was worthy as i could spent my Chinese New Year healthy...

Just had my reunion dinner...

A sumptuous seafood steamboat...

Going to pull some "bao zhu" soon when the clock hit 12 am!!!

And mahjong game at my "sister" house !!!

恭喜发财！！！

"Fluyy" day

My workplace is making me sick...

I am badly dehydrated that i am developing tonsillitis soon..

The place has become like a sauna because of the severs in the room..

The temperature in the room even measures at 35 deg C...-_-'''

Worst still, i am having flu...

It is not really suitable for local to work in that kind of condition...

The idiotic HVAC contractor does not even care about the situation in the room...

They don't do things with initiatives..

They need complains and direction to do things...

Pigs...

Disgusting...

Meet up my sister after work to get some "Chun Lian" and goodies at china town..

The place was super hot (-_-''' again。。。） and pretty crowded...

We did manage to find some CNY decoration things and some custom finger food...

Meet up my mum in the evening and went to Gain City at lot 1 to get a rice cooker...

I was pretty snapped with the staff at there because one of the sale men could still play his PC games while we are standing near to him, looking at some electrical flask..

Actually i was trying to ask for some product demonstration but to no avail..

I think that lazy sale men did notice my intention so he signaled his colleague to serve us while he enjoy his games...

Pigs...

Anyway we brought a rice cooker from his colleague who did served us pretty well, sharing with us his rice cooker experience and honesty...

He did make our shopping experience better...

Tonsillitis

Think my tonsillitis is recurring...

Possible to result fever...

Don't feel so good nowadays...

Hai...

So uncomfortable and uneasy...

I should drunk myself with water... -_-'''

Suay...

Busy Body

I have been tasking others people what to do for work...

It seem so weird and hard to gain the trust from me...

Because i am a student now...

Guess it will be better to be low profile...

My Mum

My mum is getting more tired as she grows old...

She just told me that she seems to be the only one maintaining the house..

I suddenly feel a sense of slack in my responsibility...

She wants to ease some of her burden..

Sometime she just wonders why she wants to marry to my dad..

Lazy old man.. Perhaps he is just too man of the family..

There is getting more burdens for me to handle as i grow older too..

-_-'''

Change to progress

I have been wasting my time...

I have a lot things to achieve but has been constrained by my laziness and fatigue...

If i have spent my 4 hours well at home... i could have learn a lot of things..

My Japanese, German etc...

Why can't i overcome myself ?

i will not progress if i don't change..

i am a time catcher...0_O??