April fool ??

I am going for something serious on April fool day...

It is no kidding..

Poking a small needle into my body to get some sample...

LOL...

Heard i am going to be drowsy on my way home...

Preferably to have someone accompany me home...

I wonders who is kind or care enough 0..O???

Anybody ????

I will be at 南U海的了v俄l2....LOL

A new beginning

Today marks the 1st day of work for my second site...

Some of my previous site colleague has already start "running the show" at my new site...

Did not contribute much... Because i do not have a proper personal protective equipment...

Again...-_-'''

Let's just look forward for tomorrow...

I believe there is some chemistry between us...
But we seem trying to deny...
Those messages were pretty obvious...
But am i the only person to feel so???
~_~'''

老哥的生日

Happy 27th birthday!!!

Today is my brother....

My mum and i did a small celebration for him...A birthday cake and 2 chilli crabs!!!!

but without my kawaii sister who is now having oversea attachment at Thailand...

(By the way, she is the one who remember my brother birthday ~_~'''' ops!!)

Anyway, i have some photos and a video...

Oh...

I am finally transfer out of the site... Going to reunite with my project engineer!!!

It is photo times !!!

The birthday dishes

The 27th years old boy's cake

Do we look alike 0_O?

My mum and brother... (I loves this picture!!!)

The slicing moment

The birthday boy video

Petty

I don't know why...

I am in a bad mood today after i reached home...

I was easily agitated by any comments...

I don't seem to bother the way i behave when i am doing things..

I just throw instead of put...

Supper moody...

I don't even feel like doing anything...

I just suddenly feel that i am directionless

Fuck .... Fuck.... Fuck.... Fuck....

I need a place to shout out my disappointment...
A beach ?
I hope that i am keeping people away from me...

I am too shag...

I need someone...

Who and where are you ?

0..O????????????

??????????????

?????????

Happy 9 months for Dino & Little angel!!!! ^_^

Scapegoat

My blood pressure hits 200 after my dinner ...-_-''''

A terrible thing happens today....

Super fucking pissed with people at work...

The "soon to die" COW get snapped again for the same saga again...

All thanks to our PM doubtful sentence...."ALL are already cover"

Oh yeah...

My senior and i were the unfortunate persons to be called upon by the COW through our engineer... And what even further pissed me off is what the engineer replied to me,

Me:" why?"

邦仔:" COW want to fuck you all for what you all did!“

The COW reprimanded us for not doing our job properly and irresponsible with my work... And he wanted us to get out of the site...

ＷＨＡＴ THＥ　ＦＵＣＫ 0＿ｏ？？？

I was so lost...

When did i not being responsible in my work?

And there was more than 2 of us doing the work!!!

Are we suppose to represent everyone ?

And i did not retaliate with what the COW accused me for and i agreed with him apologetically...-_-'''

I was also disappointed as there was no supervisor around to handle the COW...

I suddenly feel no protection from my company...

Which company would wants its staff to be reprimanded by other company ?

I start to realise or have a clearer picture of the incident while having my dinner..

Fuck... It was too late to realise...

I actually feel a sense of humiliation and accusation of my responsibility by the COW..

The COW does not stands the right to say those comments... He simply lost all his logical thinking for the sake of getting a chance to scold someone...

I think it has becomes a habit to him that he did it without thinking who he is reprimanding at....

If i am rich enough, i could have sued him for accusation and humiliation...

I had even though of informing my mentor about the issue....

What the fuck....

Can i quit the company ???

No Love

Attended my camp mate wedding today...

Met some of my camp mates and sat on the same table...

CH is still the same... Always seem so desperate for a relationship and a marriage...

Of course he has to because he is already 30 years old...

He has always been looking forward for 1 since my army times...

We could imagine how he feels when his expression exposed himself...-_-'''

He hope so much that the bridal was him...

Did saw the newly wed... The bride looks young and pretty...

A compatible couple in fact...

I wonder how does a women able to decide to give the trust to someone else for life 0_0？？？

It can't be simply just an answer...

It takes feeling and tears to decide...

I have always been looking forward for some chemistry to happen...

But today, for some reason, i changed my mind...

Because i know i will give up my priorities in my life over an uncertain relationship...

Perhaps i need someone who really care and support me...

I need to learn to trust...

Safe and Sound

My sister finally reached Thailand !!!

I had just did a webcam conversation with her...

Her apartment was good...Huge and spacious...

I guess my mum should has a moment of relief than i do...

After listening to my sister answers...

Anyway we did agree to online chat using Skype at 10pm daily if we could...

Going to miss her a lot... ---___---''''''

A moment of relax

Have been very busy recently...

Logging my attachment progress everyday for the sake of today assessment..

Only manage to sleep for a few hours...

Finally the assessment is over...

Meet up with Jon Won for dinner at Novena Fish soup Been Hoon stall...

This young Korean lad has wanted me to bring him to places for local popular dishes...

I have finally made my promise...

Went to heeren and brought a pair of Van sneakers...I feel a bit to rush to buy...-_-'''

Nevertheless,i have one more choices for matching my clothing....

i did saw the back pack i have been looking for but is quite expensive..Eastpack...

My sister has left home for oversea attachment at Thailand...

Going to miss her for 5 months...

Hope that she will enjoy herself at there...

I wonder where she is now 0..o???

The Chemistry Formula

I have found a new chemistry after 6 months... But it seem more difficult to formulate the maths...-_-'''

Because she has already her own chemistry...The best way to know the chemistry is to test out the formula...

But it seem causing side effects...

I need to review my formula again...

Everything seem matchable to what i have predicted...

Perhaps it was just coincidence...

LOVE is not a one sided relationship...
It needs compromises...

EMO year

This year has been very messy...

And i predicted more to come...

If it does not work out without even a single attempt to solve together...

I think divorce is the best solution to be...

I know her wells..

She planned too... She could have did it 20 years ago...but she did not.. For the sake of us...

She could do it now.... No one to spare a thought for....

I agree too..

I appear to be what everyone believes but i am not to those who is knowledgeable medically...

It is obviously a financial burden even thought she thinks she can support...

She has been dealing with his incorrigible habit... She cried again...

It is my health which only i can handle with...

I loves your care and concern...

But don't ask me what my post means because this is a place for my thoughts...

The 21st Event.

Have been missing out in blogging action for 1 week...

Have been very busy with work.. Rushing to meet the deadline on 070309..

So have been committing over time work... Thus always reach home late and turning in when i reached home...

Anyway, today marks the big day for my sister who is turning 21st this year...

She invited 20 over friends, from primary school till her current school, to our house to celebrate her 21st brithday...

We did our groceries the day before and was worry that the food might not be enough...

But fortunately, it seem more than enough...In fact, one of my colleague who is also a ex colleague of my sister, brought bo bo cha cha and a sweet corn desert for the event...

Infinity thanks to jessie !!!

Most of the guest arrived for the event and seem comfortable with the arrangement...Frankly speaking, it is the 1st time to set up such a crowded event at our house...

We had the cake cutting ceremony and had photo taking session..

Speaking about the cake, it is a 2 Kg cake called lychee Martini and specially order and brought from a neighborhood bakery shop, called pine garden cake, located at Ang Mo Kio... It is quite popular and cheap for 1 slice which sells from $2.50 to $3...

Anyway it takes a lot of hard work to bring it back home as it is sensitive to human...LOL...

The guest enjoyed their socializing moment before they called it a day at 6pm plus...

Overall the event went pretty well...

Btw, my sister loved the Baby G watch i brought for her... I will show u the picture why in my next posting...

In the meanwhile, please enjoy reading my words...-_-'''