Sweat...

Went for an interview..

Design engineer with ST Marine...

Didn't prepare well for the interview....

Asked about the core business of the company...

Crapped the answer and caught by the interviewee... LOL...

Anyway I flung the interview....

Going for another interview on Friday...

This time round will prepare before hand....

Hopefully everything turn out smooth for me..

I care?

I have come to realize...

My paranoid is not because of how others treat me...

But rather I think I have cared too much for others that I am indirectly affecting their freedom and myself...

The problem lies within me...

I lost once because of this problem...

I might lost this time round again but a friendship...

Yeah...

We are grown up...

OR

perhaps i think too much again....

Busy ?

Maybe...

Army daze

Back to army today...

Return back to my previous unit after 3 years away from the camp...

There is a lot of changes especially my previous platoon which has merged with other platoons and no longer under my previous RQ...

Missed the times under him although it was a terror under his supervision... He protects his men well and gave what they deserved.....

The new RQ....

Well..

Miss Tang....

Hmm.....I doubt she could so...

Taking into consideration the new and sensitive "head log"...

Anyway only left with 81 days before ORD....

Attempting

Missing someone....

Thought of SMS or chat with her...

But I am holding back....

Somehow...

I don't feel mature or capable enough to give her any sense of security...

The past 4 days...

I have just came back from my Malaysia trekking trip at Lata Beremban!!

It was a nice place for hiking or maybe because it is my first ever mountain trekking..

And also the bumpy ride up to the base camp via the 4 Wheel Drive vehicles...

Got a lot of bruises and muscle aching after reaching the base camp... d*_*b..

The base camp was near to a waterfall.... and was very cold in the night....

Amazingly, there isn't any mosquitoes but lots of leeches....

But fortunately, I wasn't bitten by any of it....

My friend whom I have dragged along got bitten instead... d-_-b..

Anyway we did some quality cooking for our dinner and in the dark, with only the head lamp providing enough illumination when cooking the food; cooked curry, pasta, cereal chicken...

All in all I had a great fun there.... And looking forward for another trekking soon...

FYP presentation

The presentation didn't goes well....

The Professors rise doubts about my method....

Not impressive....

I feel like i am having 2 moderators ....

Anyway it is over....

Sometime...

Passion doesn't means you need to go in depth to understand it more...

But rather enjoying it within your comfort means...

Because going too deep may shut off your interest completely...