Unexpected ?

Oh my...

Flu strike again....

But didn't lead to a fever...

Phew....

But sore throat and eventually will develop into cough....

Got some medication and was given 2 rest days at home....

Unexpected.....

Forgetful....

It turns out unexpected......

or....

expected ?

Although it was just a movie....

suppose to compensate the Twilight series after some miscommunication...

And it was initiated by her again...

I was so happy...

Does she thinks for me or as a friend?

I do...

Anyway it is her freedom to watch with any friends...

Feel so disappointed...

Simply-_-Edwin

Attention...

I seem to be trying hard to get some attention....

But it seem to be an opposite effect.....

Have been left cold again....

It seems to be a pretty busy period....

Tired....

Attending an interview tomorrow....

Not looking forward to it....

I need to let myself cool down...before attempting any pestering effect again...

Just tell me if there is anything wrong with me....

Sweat...

Went for an interview..

Design engineer with ST Marine...

Didn't prepare well for the interview....

Asked about the core business of the company...

Crapped the answer and caught by the interviewee... LOL...

Anyway I flung the interview....

Going for another interview on Friday...

This time round will prepare before hand....

Hopefully everything turn out smooth for me..

I care?

I have come to realize...

My paranoid is not because of how others treat me...

But rather I think I have cared too much for others that I am indirectly affecting their freedom and myself...

The problem lies within me...

I lost once because of this problem...

I might lost this time round again but a friendship...

Yeah...

We are grown up...

OR

perhaps i think too much again....

Busy ?

Maybe...